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    Friday, November 16
    congrats for my 300th post!!!!
    *shakehands shakehands*
    thank you thank you!!

    ok, stop crapping n back to today's title..
    FYI today is chemistry SPA!!!
    so WATCH OUT!! i going get 10/10 this time!!
    i didn take the thermometer out for god sake!

    the DAMN mei you lan hor..
    say got the wad damn test
    at the wad damn date
    then if u fail u GET OUT OF PURE CLASS...
    WTF!!?? i will not spent my precious one year in waste
    i must succeed mans!!

    after that i walk walk walk...
    shop shop shop...
    play play play...

    fun time!!

    our last summer


    ♥ signed off at 10:23 PM

    Wednesday, November 14
    Credits shall all go to Zhen Yang
    pic taken from Malacca trip

    Travel plans before we go....

    Waiting for the stupid bus that didn showed up....

    Omgosh... see me? xD
    reached the wadeva checkpoint its called....
    Going through the wadeva bridge...
    Mdm Chong taking our pictures n collecting passports for safekeeping.. u know some stupid student that lost their passports right? xDD
    Chao Ying... ugly right? lols
    redzuan redzuan... *shakeheads* sgt somemore =.=""
    zhen Yang zilian-ing
    Arrived at the wadeva place to eat waffles xDD
    see the fishes? its REAL!! n its HUGE!! lols
    see that guy over there? he's cool... Diaox =.=
    Lunch which i ate 2 servings.. hahas.

    My food is somewhat like this....
    the wadeva camp site de canteen..

    see the most beautiful, furthest one to the right? that's my bed.. xDD
    That's me outside.. getting the view n attention.. until.. yan xiang pushed me =.=""
    Keee Yong ge.. go in n talk rubbish.. but funni stuffs sey

    Sianz si ren.. when going back home time..
    I tried so hard..
    i relli put in all my effort..
    but i just can't forget u..
    maybe u r right, i'm the one who dunwan us to be friends..
    sorry, i wanted more than that.
    when i dunno love,
    i tot they were exaggerating...
    i met u.. i realise its true..
    i can finally differentiate Love n Like.
    i Love u n i relli does..




    i met YOU, i realise u r so FAKE.
    nothing else.


    ♥ signed off at 9:57 PM

    Tuesday, November 13
    People Envy Your Compassion

    You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
    People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.
    What Do People Envy About You?





    You Are the Thumb

    You're unique and flexible. And you defy any category.
    Mentally strong and agile, you do things your own way. And you do them well.
    You are a natural leader... but also truly a loner. You inspire many but connect with few.

    You get along well with: The Middle Finger

    Stay away from: The Pinky
    What Finger Are You?






    You Follow Your Head

    You're rational, collected, and logical.
    Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love.
    In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky.
    While you're cool, you're not ice cold.
    You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it.
    Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?







    You Scored an A

    You got 10/10 questions correct.

    It's pretty obvious that you don't make basic grammatical errors.
    If anything, you're annoyed when people make simple mistakes on their blogs.
    As far as people with bad grammar go, you know they're only human.
    And it's humanity and its current condition that truly disturb you sometimes.
    The It's Its There Their They're Quiz






    You Are 48% Gross

    You're more than a little gross, but probably no more gross than the average person.
    Maybe it's time to drop some of those disgusting habits that could eventually embarrass you!
    How Gross Are You?


    ♥ signed off at 6:32 PM

    Monday, November 12
    Day 1:
    i almost cannot wake up...
    luckily mum called me up =.=""
    reach school earlier than the bus..
    wad sia, complain to the bus company >.<
    its a long journey until dunno wad custom..
    i should have brought my malaysia passport..
    things will be much much easier there -.-

    sleep in the bus like nobody business..
    woke up n found someone laughing at my face..
    some others taking pictures =.=""
    cnnt grow up issit? xDD
    then we have lunch just outside a village...

    eat 2 servings along with yanxiang's chicken wing..
    *burp* the others seems quite amazed by my appetites...

    who knows? the next activities we were gonna do is to climb a mountain
    before that we have some shooting practice with the dunno wad...
    silent killer, this is wad i rmb-ED..
    some very old fashion hunting weapons larh..
    i tried it.. wah siao.. i was going to like blow candle likedat one lo..
    too bad i got enough strength to blow it off but not enough to hit the target..
    so much for my marksmanship...

    the climbing is damn long..
    got some rumors going on of who like who again =.=""
    haha, must CHECK xDD
    the climbing is 3-4hours mans..
    damn tiring.. for other ppl la.. that's why someone say i show off ..
    am i? xDD

    we slept in a chalet as requested..
    but then, the room is FULL of vandalism =.=""
    was told that it was used by of NS ppl..
    so there is a training camp again... school very budget issit?
    we have our dinner.. ( FYI:i ate 3 plates of nasi lemak. Full sey)
    played games n night walk with yanxiang, junxiang..
    p.s: now i know why i hate him so much

    first one to sleep..
    after man's talk... sort of like girl's talk lo..
    who r they? ppl who have undergone sex change? O.o
    hahas.
    last one to wake up.. everyone not sleeping well enough uh?

    Day 2:
    the first thing i heard,
    kevin's noise.. >.<
    grr...awaken me frm my beauty sleep x.x
    i struggled to get up.. *someone open the light*
    who the '...' open the '....' light??!! someone's try'in nae sleep here!!??
    painful to wake up in such an early hour in the day..
    just to have us stretching n running 2.4..
    i ran quicker than i expected xDD
    then we have breakfast..
    obstacle course n everything..

    walking through the bridge...
    the bridge will be shaking when u pause..
    thus, signaling that its gonna fall, with YOU into the water
    when i reach the last step, i shuffled my legs..
    ppl say me showing off again =.=

    walking through a narrow road where once u fall..
    it means that u will be falling off about 1.5m high surface..
    i'm scared of that.. heights are one of my weakness..
    as long as i kept my view on my leg..

    hate this, its a tarzan swing..
    swing through a place with water..
    almost get myself wet until joel save me..
    thanks bud, i owed u one =)

    DETESTED THIS.. monkey climbing..
    nobody know how deep that water will be ok..
    unlike tarzan swing, someone has fallen into the water..
    but in mokey climbing.. none..
    me? drama king again... xDD
    struggled to get to another handle..
    with mr sonng is holding me up..
    BUT it doesn't cooled me coz..
    I AM DAMN HEAVY AND I HIGHLY DOUBT THAT HE WILL BE ABLE TO CATCH ME WHEN I FALL O.O
    everyone's like cheering sey.. T.T
    in the end, i made it la.. of coz =D

    then is the obstacle course..
    wah damn cool sia.. girls r cheering for me mans..
    dunno why sey.. then i see "keep on cheering" or " someone cheer for me leh"
    something likedat.. it became louder..
    SWEETZ~~~

    i shall not elaborate further =P

    ok, team building games next.((=
    so comfortable when ppl caught me at the map..
    so comfortable when ppl carry me through the string n car tyre
    so comfortable when i carry girls through those strings xD
    just kidding sey xDDD
    shall not elaborate on this one as well,
    n any further xDD

    roughly, these r my days..
    its pain, happy, weird, sad..
    at least its gonna change my life tempo a bit..

    tmr is physics SPA..
    its an undeniable fact that we got to face off one time..
    what will happen tmr leh? dunwanna even think about it
    >.<


    ♥ signed off at 6:19 PM

    Friday, November 9
    I'm going malacca tmr...
    Woah, Damn many things happened these days...
    i'm occupied with lots of things on my schedule...
    i feel more stress n busier than schooldays..
    but i also feel much much more fun, pain.

    She wun talk to me no matter wad..
    i feel we r both drifting apart ain't we?
    another girl also scolded me...
    ok, why m i so hateful these days?
    i tot i have been more quieter, that's all..
    n that's a... bad thing?

    just pray that i make it through the malacca trip ok?
    i dunwan to go back to malaysia anymore... not that i have a choice...
    immigrants are immigrants.. once we leave our land..
    we will nvr ever get back..
    this is one of those exceptional cases i have been telling u guys about..
    understand?

    i think i'm gonna change this blog's url or something...
    someone help me think of one cool name..
    suddenly so alone is just too weird..
    although that's my motto, i still wanna change it off..
    maybe i will add song in the process too..

    that is... if my trip to malacca isn't a one way trip...
    if i frm there fly all the way to heaven how?
    haiz, takecares while i'm gone
    i'm gonna write a dairy there too...
    coz i was told we will be sleeping in a chalet room..
    6 ppl per room.. should be quite squeezy, but nvm..
    i'll get the hang of it in no time..
    so.. as i was saying.. it makes the trip looks much more like a resort..
    leisure camp guys!! xDD

    so long~~~
    keep tagging on my tagbox kays?
    my target is 45 more tags when i got back..
    lols!~ just joking guys...
    but must tag!!! go to my blog MUST TAG BEFORE U LEAVE!!
    it cn be in forms of an languages.. i got my translator, dunworry
    hahas.
    i've crap ENOUGH!! time to put in my passport n go to sleep..
    *yawns* yelled at my mother "where's my passport!??"
    bye guys~((=


    ♥ signed off at 10:24 PM

    i got top, i got top, i got top for the FIRST TIME!!
    in chemistry!!maths top b4 liaos
    9/10 for SPA!!! xDDD
    n Miss Siti say the actual paper will be totally the same as MOCK!!
    which means.. the only mark i lost..
    took the thermometer out =.=""" only i do that sia
    i'm the only boy who done that, but but but, almost all the girls done that lo!!
    it doesn't mean i'm a girl ok!! pffft!!
    but nvm nvm nvm, i got top n that's the main thing!!
    woohoo!! xDD

    hmph. dunno who to trust anymore sey..
    nvm, next time only i shall know ppl's secrets
    n NONE will know MINE!!
    *evil laugh*
    trust me, i got my sources...
    n its 100% reliable...
    i got quite good for humanities so dun xiao kan wo

    wad more has happen these days leh...
    O ya! i play basketball...
    hmph, interested in playing le sey..
    xiang dang nian, i also likedat so go play soccer de..
    maybe chinese boys r SUPPOSE to like play basketball
    n malay boys r SUPPOSE to like play soccer de ba.. x)

    life has gotten back up again..
    now i only need to find another destination to stop at
    nevertheless, i'm still headstrong as ever!



    ♥ signed off at 11:08 AM

    Monday, November 5
    You Have A Type B+ Personality

    You're a pro at going with the flow
    You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer
    A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.

    While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.
    Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done
    You're passionate - just selective about your passions
    Do You Have a Type A Personality?


    You Are a Daisy

    You see the world with an artist's eye.
    Finding beauty is easy for you - even in the dullest of moments.
    You notice all of the colors of the world, from fresh grass to sunsets.
    You are a total optimist and hedonist. You love to drink life in.
    What Flower Are You?


    You Are Midnight

    You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
    Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
    Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
    You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.
    What Time Of Day Are You?

    You Are Ernie

    Playful and childlike, you are everyone's favorite friend - even if your goofy antics get annoying at times.

    You are usually feeling: Amused - you are very easily entertained

    You are famous for: Always making people smile. From your silly songs to your wild pranks, you keep things fun.

    How you life your life: With ease. Life is only difficult when your friends won't play with you!
    The Sesame Street Personality Quiz
    i SO LOOVVVEEEE ERNIE MANS!!! great that i have him as my partner...
    i'm sure u guys will think the exact same way as i do xDD...
    i'm sure LAME as he does =DDD
    HI programme is a feat.
    hahas, now its gonna be over soon =DD
    time for changing of scheldue, its gonna be....
    more boring, more tough, more busy, more sian, more unbearable Days ahead x(
    haiz.. too much activities... i think i'm gonna faint...
    "but nothing is too great for honey stars!!"
    "honey stars cereals !!??"
    ok enough craps..
    why m i following that commerical anyways xDD
    nothing is more important than friendship nowadays...
    i felt like i matured over the struggle i faced...
    did i or did i not? *-*
    i don't care bout anything more ler la!!
    go take neoprint today.. AGAIN =.="""
    but i like it xDD
    go n make that stupid si ren face again =.=""
    even if the sky falls
    i'll protect u with my all
    normally i don't have that such gall
    but becoz of u, i'm willing to put in my all x))



    ♥ signed off at 8:19 PM

    Sunday, November 4
    this is offical,
    i'm bored...
    i heard there's homework..
    hmm, let's see, i have no idea wad that is xDD
    not gonna do it then =DD

    these days have been rather tough....
    don't know how to entertain myself in certain circumstances >.<
    first up, friday... where did i went to ar?
    O ya, i rmb-ED.. go take neoprint with sean, meiting, musfirah n afif
    sean, meiting n i spilt money for the first time while
    sean, musfirah spilt for the second time...
    sean so GOOD!! la, help me pay $2..
    borrow from meiting de though... xP
    FUI: this is suggested by meiting de... Totally weird

    then sean n musfirah left, leaves me n meiting
    saw kelvin, shiyi,yvonne n lingjie there too..
    sianz... got some photos... but didn hav time to upload..
    sorry guys xD
    ya btw, some funni things happen la...
    meiting saw a beautiful decorative ma tong(toilet bowl)
    got interested in it...
    ps:anyone interested go mini toons shop there got sell xDD
    plus she's considering whether to buy it for her cousins or not..
    bless those cousins... ah mi tu fuo
    then u know wad.. took out her calculator n calculate one lo..
    say where did this come frm..
    comeon.. a few cent+a few cents=10cents ma.. ayo

    saturday go for the basketball thingy...
    didn show my innocent looking face..
    just see them play only larh.. but put my name down also..
    haiz.. girls got last n boys got second last..
    ps:anyone notice that we r the only class without basketballers? AND with our whole team malays?(the rest whole team chinese lo), O ya exclude shifu.. although his skin colour very black..
    EXCLUDE ME TOO!! i never go to the match.. not even once..
    now pretending i dunno them xP

    i'm willing to follow u..
    even until the enternal realm of darkness..
    as u r the only light that could shine my world


    ♥ signed off at 6:48 PM

    Thursday, November 1
    gone to HIP again n..
    wee feng dunwan to sit with me..
    Elyn say i'm nosiy n he say i act cute..
    so i changed my place to xianlin side..

    News flash! tmr is going to be that mad woman's lesson
    AGAIN!!! O.O""

    go to cwp AGAIN...
    buy things n took neoprints..
    i'm not laughing.. bad shot..
    nvm... tmr i, meiting n sean would be going to take another shot..
    trust me this time!!

    go back to school.. play abit of basketball..
    then after those lihai ones come..
    i run away liao larh!! i got zi zhi zi ming(know my limits)
    then talk in npcc room..
    go zhenyang house which is damn big..
    saw thawit with her girlfriend..

    zhenyang's place is DAMN cool!!
    i would wanna go for a second try..
    zhaohong's lorry too!!
    DAMN COOL mans..

    peace outz


    ♥ signed off at 10:09 PM

    Wednesday, October 31
    Do u guys believe in distance relationship?
    i don't quite do.. but i'm willing to try xD

    let's start with today's programmes..
    first play chess with sofian..
    n i lose again, as usual..

    then we go for the stupid english lesson
    bloody hell, mrs raj looks damn an old freakin lady..
    WITH MENTAL DISORDER!!!
    too bad she's gonna teach band 1..
    watch out band 1s!!!she's out there..
    not to get me.. YOU!! :x

    chemistry period..
    bring first semester booklet n ended up staying up
    great... look who's not looking at the cover page =.=

    then we step out n play basketball xDD
    its ok, until she showed up..
    n i starting to "move"
    distracted but move..=.=

    reach cwp at 4.46pm..
    n hav no idea how afif know i'm there..
    met up with sean n sabrina n we r off..
    to the seeker show..
    its boring at first..
    i tot its gonna be a normal life
    then, the storyline changes almost at a blink of my eyes
    it became a fantasy, a battle between the light n dark..
    where the light, old ones seems so... powerless..
    old ones r suppose to be powerful n sort right?
    but they just acted like noob there mans =.=

    after the show, walk walk walk or a while..
    i didn eat.. last time at long john silver..
    i didn finish up.. but i think i hav gained a few pounds..
    i'm damn full that day so..
    i will be concentrating on reducing fats for today..
    LOL

    took taxi home with sabrina and sean...
    as usual, i'm always the last one down..
    great.. i have to ford for all of them?
    i quit!! hahas sean's 6.50 fly away liao
    *flap flap*

    i'm gonna prove my existence
    to you someday...


    ♥ signed off at 10:02 PM

    Tuesday, October 30
    woodcock is a lameo shit, freaking-lish weird man
    If he's my teacher, PE teacher, i'll be the first to puke..

    ok, done with topic sentence.
    HIP today is so... DAMN boring..
    probaly i changed seat again...
    probably i become lamer than usual

    anyways, been scolded by Mdm chong 2 times in a row..
    well, its really hard to make her temper runs mad..
    so wad do i do this time?
    keep thinking cause I'm NOT telling :x

    the physics experiment is also hard..
    some even said easy..
    results come out, they failed..
    i B3.. so... who's the "easy" one here? lols

    musfirah knew exactly where to find me..
    i have no idea n i lazy to ask..
    walk walk walk n go to her house to change clothes..
    her brother is there too..
    wah help me fold up jeans seh.. she's more pro..
    i gotta admit.. or i'm too stupid? :x
    this is a theorical question which doesn't necessary need to be answered
    its either i knew already or is that i don't wanna know xD

    take 912 bus which contains lots of my npcc squadmates..
    THEY started to think wild....
    lols. gotta wait for farah until she's pissed off...

    then watch watch watch with 3 guys...
    should i say idoitic looking? nope, they were quite nice actually ((=
    just that something bout their attire..
    with their height... they wearing that is like..
    those babies trying to act mature adults.. lols
    no offence dudes, peace outz :x

    after the movie.. we go arcade..
    even though they offered to blanja me..
    i walked away without playing a game..
    coz not in the mood for games mans..

    Home, n sleep..
    one more thing, i didn do my homework yet..
    who's lending me? xDD




    ♥ signed off at 9:52 PM

    Monday, October 29
    Gone to the HI programme just now..
    how does this name come about?
    teacher want us to say "hi" to them even though its holiday...

    UNFAIR UNFAIR!!! Strongly object!!!
    but I'm still the one who came to school the earliest =.=
    gone up looking at Mr Oh taming his new toy xP
    In the end, he failed xDD

    first period, Physics!!!
    unfortunately, Mr Oh cnnt showed us the toy...
    then we'll just have to do correction then...
    i saw her clear face, under the brimming sun..
    i whisper hi, n heard no reply...
    even though glass heart break, i still have to PRETEND i'm fine..
    ....stop dreaming....

    sleep sleep sleep in physics lesson...
    then, its geography where we go AVA room n combine class with 3-1
    sit beside bryan n javin... they were fun x)
    Mdm timah ar.. cnnt say that she's better than miss wong lar...
    but then, her teaching style is different n i had a hard time adapting...
    moreover, she had LOTs of work for us to do..
    as a lazy bum... dunexpect me to do any one of her works. x)

    A maths, stupid Mdm chong.. no qns ler anyhow come out one for me..
    >.<>

    Geography, combined class with 3-3..
    sit with sean they all, outcast for 3-2
    just can't keep my eyes off her >.<

    mesmerized by her clear face,
    shimmering in the northern lights
    how i wish that's the end of time....



    ♥ signed off at 7:49 PM

    Gone to the HI programme just now..
    how does this name come about?
    teacher want us to say "hi" to them even though its holiday...

    UNFAIR UNFAIR!!! Strongly object!!!
    but I'm still the one who came to school the earliest =.=
    gone up looking at Mr Oh taming his new toy xP
    In the end, he failed xDD

    first period, Physics!!!
    unfortunately, Mr Oh cnnt showed us the toy...
    then we'll just have to do correction then...
    i saw her clear face, under the brimming sun..
    i whisper hi, n heard no reply...
    even though glass heart break, i still have to PRETEND i'm fine..
    ....stop dreaming....

    sleep sleep sleep in physics lesson...
    then, its geography where we go AVA room n combine class with 3-1
    sit beside bryan n javin... they were fun x)
    Mdm timah ar.. cnnt say that she's better than miss wong lar...
    but then, her teaching style is different n i had a hard time adapting...
    moreover, she had LOTs of work for us to do..
    as a lazy bum... dunexpect me to do any one of her works. x)

    A maths, stupid Mdm chong.. no qns ler anyhow come out one for me..
    >.< then i shocked until nothing to say...
    omgosh... its so diu lian de lor...

    Geography, combined class with 3-3..
    sit with sean they all, outcast for 3-2
    just can't keep my eyes off her >.<

    mesmerized by her clear face,
    shimmering in the northern lights
    how i wish that's the end of time....



    ♥ signed off at 7:49 PM

    Sunday, October 28
    Didn't do much things today...
    just stay n rot at home...

    As usual, my thoughts run wild again...
    i kept thinking.. wad if most ppl hate me?
    wad if... i'm a hateful person without me actually knowing it?
    i don't relli know who actually r my friends..
    well, let's just say they didn proved it out obviously...

    it just seemed so hard to ask anyone out...
    they all got other plans for themselves...
    maybe i'm too selfish.. maybe i'm desperate for a BEST FRIEND
    a BEST FRIEND as in he/she will come to school together..
    n waited for my lesson to be over n go home together...
    i just dun feel the sense of belonging...
    i just feel that i'm the only one needing them..
    i wanted it to be such a way that either of us cnnt lose other one..

    i wanted a close relationship as friends..
    but it seems that its too much to ask...
    everytime seeing me alone walking towards the gates..
    i cnnt help it but to curse the school out loud...
    maybe things will change for the better as time goes by..
    let's hoped it shall =))

    I have stayed in that school for almost 3 years...
    i think i learned a lot, after so much..
    happiness, pain, joy n sorrow..
    i think these school had it all planned out for me..
    i gained new friends..
    n loses old friends...
    its unbearable, but they had changed so much..
    that THAT is not the person i once knew anymore..
    what could be blamed? for such affects?
    growing up?
    i hate growing up.. why can't i be just like before..
    why do ppl changes under different circumstances?
    i admit, i DO change.. but not as large as them..
    until i duneven know them!!!
    their heart , thinkings n mindset is far more different..
    they r just wearing a mask, hiding those hideous sights
    they r just not innocent anymore..
    i'm not myself.. evermore...

    You Are a Good Friend Because You're Accepting
    No matter what a friend says or does, you try your best to understand it.And your friends feel like they can tell you anything. You don't judge.
    You know that friendship is a journey - with a lot of ups and downs.If you and a friend grow apart, you get over it quickly... and leave the potential for future friendship open.
    You tend to have many friends from many walks of life. Anyone you meet is could become a friend.In fact, you are especially interested in people who are a little different than you. Seeing life from another perspective is something you cherish.
    Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else with their secrets
    You really can't be friends with: Dogmatic, stubborn people
    Your friendship quote: "Love is blind, but friendship closes its eyes."
    What Makes You a Good Friend?


    ♥ signed off at 7:27 PM

    Saturday, October 27
    its getting harder n harder to tame my com these days...
    nvm bout that, i'm frustrated n sad..
    i feel bad bout sleeping through the time i was supposed to translate sabrina's aaron for her..
    sorry, really, very, extremely sorry bout the excuse >.<

    there's a $2 sale at cwp...
    the only bookstore i knew will be moving out ler..
    that is the sign.. a sign to make me know that i have no need for books

    but then, how could i have forgotten such an important thing!!??
    i hate myself for that know...
    nobody have been tagging today...
    >.<
    i'm really addicted to tags frm others le ba!!!..
    hais hai hais..
    sian sian sian

    i think i told u,
    once or twice,
    but u take everything,
    except advice
    now there"s a rumour,
    going around
    the way u do,
    with everything burn in town
    was it for fun!!??
    was it for money!!??
    for me.. It's the last straw! honey!

    i dun love u ...anymore,
    get ur knees.. off the floor
    call me up...want somemore?
    get off the phone!!leave me alone!!

    i'm sick n tired, of all ur trickks
    dun make me laugh, u make me sick
    Now all my faith, True Love's gone
    And IF i get AIDS, i know who its frm

    n when i go, i'll still miss you..
    i dun love you... anymore


    ♥ signed off at 8:48 PM

    Friday, October 26
    guess u guys wanna know bout MY results!!!
    nvm , i shall revealed it right infront of ur very eyes!!
    right here, right now, right this moment, right this.....
    ok, enough craps, let's start winson's result post O.O

    English-C6
    Chinese-B3
    A Maths-B3
    E Maths-A1
    Chemistry-B4
    Physics-B4
    Comb.human.-C5

    total, 2Cs, 2B4s, 2B3s, 1 A1...

    Level position improve! 164-57!!!
    Class position improve! 33-14!!!
    when i saw my name up at the board, i tot i was gonna lost it..
    coz, up at the board, meaning top 8!!!
    marks only la.. but damn many ppl got same marks..
    mati, go all the way to 14th position >.<

    Sean-fairy, go up n claim the $10 prize bestowed to him
    Sabrina.. Pfffft!! get the same marks as her...damn many As..
    meiting-still dare say....

    as u cn see, i'm not retaining, going to sec 4e2 next year..
    aiyer.. principal go scare ppl one de...
    hate it >.< owed sean one drink... nvm, he owed me one as well
    saying wad, A maths cnnt get A=.=

    stayback for interclass netball
    as expected, we lost..
    netball to civilise for us liao lar..
    but nvm.. malek, redzuan, farhan they all say i did quite good this time round..
    going bursting into tears le..
    i dunwanna be the one draggin eevryone down like wadeva..
    i must be stronger...

    i must...
    i still haven proved to her...


    ♥ signed off at 9:58 PM

    Thursday, October 25
    i don't know whether to cry or laugh..
    things have gotten much more serious..
    my parents still haven been informed yet..

    i'm quite sure the retained ones r not gonna be me le ba..
    but then, my score is like 64 marks for all subject..
    i peek at the teachers results n i got a hell lots of B4..
    i hate it.. B3 is much much much better >.<

    she didn care bout me today..
    n Elyn seems so cold to me these days..
    *sigh* always throwing temper at specifically me?
    Diaox =.= wahahahas

    i think i gotta pretty addicted to ppl tagging on my tagbox..
    just cnnt stand one day without anyone tagging xP


    ♥ signed off at 8:10 PM

    Wednesday, October 24
    She today when i say bye..
    she didn reply me..
    m i that invisible?
    i'm pretty sure i was quite "big" n obvious de lo..
    did she mistaken me with musfira?
    but she had her own already wad.. wad's there to misunderstand about?
    a lot of ppl also give me that kinda eye =.=
    pls larh...

    anyways, stay back at npcc, cleaning out stuffs..
    "she" give me quite an attitude manz..
    but nvm..

    LOLx, the most interesting one..
    i stand up n make a speech..
    knowing that the vice principal know me quite well...
    i dunwanna say wad happen kays..
    ok, everyone was like laughing when i say shhhh
    too much noise la.. until they cnnt hear wad i'm tryin to say...
    then they reply wad.. unhealthy food..
    i follow meiyin lo.. we like unhealthy food
    drinks r not unhealthy n tibis.. all this..
    lols..
    today was CRAZY!!!

    ps: gen liang, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! xDD
    You Are a Blue Crayon

    Your world is colored in calm, understated, deep colors.
    You are a loyal person, and the truest friend anyone could hope to find.
    On the inside, you tend to be emotional and even a bit moody.
    However, you know that people depend on you. So you put on a strong front.

    Your color wheel opposite is orange. Orange people may be opinionated, but you feel they lack the depth to truly understand what they're saying.
    What Color Crayon Are You?


    ♥ signed off at 6:39 PM

    Tuesday, October 23
    Yoooo!!
    dunno her name is wad.. mrs kok or miss kok la..
    i duncare bout it anyways..
    but she damn fei hua lo..
    ppl want to see and analyse for themselves..
    then she talk talk talk n say "later i wanna say....."
    but in the end didn say leh.. becomes packs of shits..

    wah.. total 23 person retain leh!!
    maybe i'm one of them!!??
    its no telling who might be the one..
    although 4 have already confirmed..
    is the 4 retained ones retained again..
    left 7 of us.. maybe me?lols

    scared scared scared!!! but i cnnt let my fear get the whole of me, cn i not?
    wah, she say something to me mans..
    out of so many times of saying "hi" to her but it feels like i'm speakin to myself..
    now she actually start a conversation on her own..
    that time i was damn happy manz..
    although its a short conversation
    almost cried again.. feel gd!!^^
    then my mouth became full of words

    i did not forget to check if he is looking..
    he will give me that kind of look like "stay away frm her or else"
    i'm an insensitive person, to someone i dun actually know..
    to him, in short, i dunno but i just felt that way leh...
    that i'm not welcome..
    the same kinda eye that HERRR n HIMMM showed to me..
    as u cn see, he's not in the HERRR n HIMMM category ok..

    hmm perhaps that's wad i wanna be with her ba..
    i nothing more to aask frm her ler..
    just friends ya know? hahas
    n that kept me cheerful all day long that is until...
    mdm chong say must hand in maths graph qns... =.=

    later go buy wallet n pants with fira n sean..
    they were nice!!^^ waited for me manz..
    thanks ya~~!

    the rest is for me to know n u to find out..
    go out n celebrate my brother's b'dae..
    almost forget that today's his.. xP
    sry then, my treat!! xDD


    ♥ signed off at 8:57 PM

    Monday, October 22
    wah today a bit crazy or wad la..
    not me.. them!! (sean, musfira n bernard)
    actually going to watch RE extinction today de..
    but too bad today is relli not our day..

    first up, didn sms sean ack even as i duno wad he talking in that msg..
    ended up must go back home and took out clothes..
    dunno whether its fortunate, or NOT, my father is not at home at the moment
    they changed their clothes, n played my com which is damn lousy as u cn all see..
    its illness had been deteriorated since the last time someone step foot to it..

    they even help me choose the most suitable suit(which is also not good)
    not clothes la.. going buy one since i have so many $$ not used in my pocket..
    n a luxury of time i decided to splurge it all away.. ^^

    anyways, we meet up with bernard n realise that we must produce an IC..
    know liao larh.. but just kk only xDD
    so the demanding cashier wun let us in..
    we found an auntie to buy for us..
    good auntie.. meet her when they r eating at food mall too!!^^
    too bad her assistance had been futile as the security is still very thick..
    we still need to check one more time to go inside..

    sianz, i tot there's gonna be a match between bernard n them lo..
    i was wrong.. just point middle finger n wad wad stare stare only..
    not relli make much of a show.. LOLs xP

    then we go play play at the timezone..
    which i didn even touch..T.T
    sianz.. coz i wanna play those shooting one mah.. but lazy ask=.=
    no money too =X

    then talk talk walk walk likedat only..
    gotta go buy jeans for myself sometime these week..
    anyone care to join me? =DD

    sian sian sian.. dunwan to be at home become one lonely old man.. >.<


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    The All-American Rejects-
    Dirty Little Secret


    Let me know that I've done wrong
    When I've known this all along
    I go around a time or two
    Just to waste my time with you

    Tell me all that you've thrown away
    Find out games you don't wanna play
    You are the only one that needs to know

    I'll keep you my dirty little secret
    (Dirty little secret)
    Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
    (Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
    My dirty little secret

    Who has to know
    When we live such fragile lives
    It's the best way we survive
    I go around a time or two
    Just to waste my time with you

    Tell me all that you've thrown away
    Find out games you don't wanna play
    You are the only one that needs to know

    I'll keep you my dirty little secret
    (Dirty little secret)
    Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
    (Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
    My dirty little secret

    Who has to know
    The way she feels inside (inside)
    Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
    These sleeping dogs won't lie (won't lie)
    And all I've tried to hide
    It’s eating me apart
    Trace this line back

    I'll keep you my dirty little secret
    (Dirty little secret)
    Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
    (Just another regret)

    I'll keep you my dirty little secret
    (Dirty little secret)
    Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
    (Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
    My dirty little secret
    Dirty little secret
    Dirty little secret

    Who has to know
    Who has to know


    ♥ signed off at 8:54 PM

    Sunday, October 21
    today go to swim after so many years...
    i think about 3 years le ba..
    last time i swam is when i took my gold test..
    i passed, as usual of coz!
    the woodlands swimming complex had been opened for u since this tuesday
    so.. anyone interested, feel free to ask me out..
    LOLs
    there's still a playground n everything for ur info xP

    i hate swimming..
    especially the suit part...
    yeah, exposure =.=
    until now, i changed my mind..
    my shen cai(body figure) hai okay ba...
    no so bad mah compare to lots of ppl there showing off =.=

    anyways, i still rmb how to swim..
    i swam as if i'm a new born duck
    ready to bring the water to life..
    rock n roll mans..

    there i heard someone kept calling ye ting..
    pretty weird of a name dun ya think?
    but reminds me of meiting.. diaox =.=

    yeah n the people there r not much considerate for others..
    most of them r bangala dash i supposed...
    then they talk got alot of "ane ane" sound..
    irritating mans.. n the children there..
    siao, keep splashing water on my face..
    think i wad? drain issit?

    it was a disgusting trip..
    i was down there coughing but after much hesitation..
    i accepted UR request..
    u know the sticky sticky thing that comes out of ur mouth when u cough right?
    i felt that on my lips when i was going back up...
    of coz wipe it away la n it was so.. eewww >.<

    AIIIIICHOOO!! great.. now i'm down with flu..
    wad more impending disaster awaits me?
    i shall find out.. Woots! so excited >.<
    maybe that's in my report card i was going to get back nxt friday
    i HOPE not, i PRAY not >.<
    pls make it be other things kays? lols=.=

    my parents didn seemed to be informed bout any parent meeting session or anything..
    maybe i wun need to retain..
    *put my hands together*
    *close my eyes n concentrate!!*

    i can't stop thinking about you...
    who exactly are you?
    invading my life like that..
    i'm gonna forced you outta the mindless brain of mine >.<


    ♥ signed off at 9:37 PM

    Saturday, October 20
    wah, sry for not updating recently...
    but i doubt anyone cares
    anyways, have gone a few places these days
    hmm, first up, land division HQ in somewhere one
    i was "norminated" to try out a "once-in-a-lifetime"opportunity"to try out
    CAS (chemical-agent-suit)
    everyone laughed n cheered like hell...
    arboden, its not them who's doing all the wearing=.=
    riverside sec are also there but compare to them..
    we r MUCH MUCH more energetic n restless
    FUI:these is NOT a compliment xP

    let's see the pictures shall we? (:
    credits shall go to chao ying's blog
    the ppl there r all me.. i was the star of the show ain't i?
    dunno who took the pic, becoz there was so many fans that took photos of me like hell =DD
    i trying out the mask.. its quite cool inside there actually.. but the straw.. very in-the-way.. there were times it stuck onto my nose =.=
    the free-sized pants... not relli free-sized but the rope tied around me acted like a belt.. n the pants r RELLI BIG O.O
    the jacket is cool, the coolest thing i would wanna wear.. they kept saying i'm the boss or wadeva.. becoz they were helping me wear it like i was somekinda big shot xDD
    erm.. actually i wasn't supposed to took out my shoe.. the mask la.. make hearing very difficult >.<
    i'm kinda cool ain't i? acting like matrix or wad.. diaox xDD
    took photos with the gang! see my hand gestures? its a machine gun.. i dunno how to pose.. so get smack on the back by chao ying when she's on-the-way back to her seat =.=
    i'm the only one who suggest whether we could take a ride in the motorcycle or wadeva..
    ps: its damn heavy mans.. couldn't even lift up, how to balance sia!?
    i've built a time machine.. those r my comrades

    ok, this is where i go today.. bukit bedok...
    sians, see forest for the morning hike where i'm not going during the camp
    have been standing on the rain for the whole morning..
    emo again ar.. duncare bout health le..
    just lost faith in you manz...
    wee feng trying to run away from my ultimate camera
    emo-lish wee feng
    the hand is mine though, but its not me who took the pic
    ba gua(eight diagram) on the ground.. blessing us with hop.. but nvr stop the no. 1 obstacle, rain.
    is that sun!? ouh false alarm... just shiang's hp in night mode..=.=
    was a beautiful scenery.. its still raining though


    wah!, angelic enough?



    looking down above the mountain


    cn anyone guess wad's this?
    this is a book!!?? its gigantic!!
    we were suppose to go up de.. but for safety reasons..
    its a LONNGGGG~~~ way down


    time is traveling faster than light
    though u were irresistible in the past...
    u were not, now...


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