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    Tuesday, October 31
    two girls n one boi in a room??!!
    Yes got something to write liao......today, my cousin called me n asked me whether she n her friend could use the enternet access here to do their watever heck project. they told me their com was faulty i nvm bored wat so sae ok lor......ya when they came,everything turn lively not like dark n gloomy.......her other friend call fiona not that on my class one lah is quite friendly....she is not as boyish as meiting, my cousin, musfirah. ya....n that was like the first time i talk wit quite a girlish girl haha=). my cousin, xiao tingwho is smaller than me by 1years always asked for food in my house a pity that she is not as fat as N.J(ermmm......no offence ar...) although i cnt play my com games..they make me laugh ..my boreness n gloomyness seems brighten up a little. it is like getting a wake up call noe? ya although they sae they were here to do serious bisnesses i doubt it.ya as i expected they chat online wit my msn n see their e-mail n friendster watever heck i also don care....(btw the wat fiona friendster is wat xxfionaxx dun la)becoz of the rain they hav to stay for a bit long......they play maple n pokemon i ran to my room n laugh how can do be so childish ......they looked so serious on the game that i ALMOST burst out laughing ya i expect that they will think that i m siow or wat.......i end up only enough time for finishing this post as they play the com until so late......haiz i think everything has a positive n negative side of it n no matter wat happens we still mus look on the positive side such as i m being tun down rite but at least i noe wat she feels n we could once talk bout relationships n to bickering or anything......ya i hope everyone will be as positive as me lah although deeeeep inside my heart.....i m still very sad n i think that feeling is trying to make itself out ok lah nothing liao BB


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    Monday, October 30
    This blogskin thing is driving me crazy ok jus testing btw these days r jus too bore omg i didn go out....didn do any crazy things basically......there is jus nothing to talk bout that's y i hate holidays so much oh the life without adventure is jus too hard for me Arrgghh!!!!!n its driving me crazy:( hahaz anybody wan someone to go out wit them don forget to invite me haiz :D


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    Friday, October 27
    ok m i gonna be like this for two mths
    ok. u see my two entries back? ya i mean everybody noe liao might as well make them noe all.....todae yan xiang call me untill i m mad ya so many times n hack in to my e-mail like a spoilt brat waaaaaaa...todae is so borin nth much to sae ya i change me e-mail deepdarknessmaze@hotmail.com i was thinking that npcc mail was so lame so change lah n that means i hav to change lots of thingsthat yan xiang hack in by using secret question haiz ok lah my friendster is also gonna change
    nth much
    bye bye


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    Thursday, October 26
    hall day?
    today ar....i noe many ppl know i like hu alreadi ya lah they all big mouth opening to reveal secrets too haiz ya today she also avoiding me look at me n then turn back lor........n sometimes the 3gu6po will tell me wat to do....of couse i don do wat they said lah among them.....elizabeth n nerrisa were the best never say anything ya....'she' there sian diao huimin n the 'others' ya duno wat they say don care anyway........clarie everytime there say xi huan??????? de ren omg shouldn hav came back so soon frm australia u noe.......ya bout the title......today everytime go hall leh hahaz sadness still fills me=( haiz aiyo myself..........i ran many miles to smoothen my heart......i usually ran.....i frm wrss there ran to my home woodlands street bout 9bustops haha wow......i was amazed by myself haiz


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    Wednesday, October 25
    Wad u see me is not me
    today i m very ........many feeling rushes through me i duno i was happy or sad calm or excited ya n many more........ermm.....as usual 'she' i m positive that she is avoiding me don talk to me not even saying hi.......y is everybody like that.......y can't we jus be friends or something ppl jus don understand me.......i could take pressures but don leave me alone.......ya i didn talk to N.J at recess duno wat had gotten to me though ........n i feel stupid......arrr....todae is such a 'confusing' day :(


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    Tuesday, October 24
    Holiday......ok this is jus not me......
    ehhh...today is holiday so not goin to school .....i got to babysit my brother again ya i add a song about.......u noe the life ....i m so sick bout......n i find myself in a difficult position i relli wan to call her n say jus be friends n make sure that's no 'feelings' between me ok jus friendship; but she is avoiding me should i tell her? my mind was in a wirl in the end i didn call her lah :( btw i look at other ppl's blog n find out i written so many words more than them......haha very talkative me especially when there's no ppl around where i talk to myself;voices ha u can call this weirdo or freak i m like that........ok lah nth alreadi liao BB........


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    Monday, October 23

    OK i was way MADDDD!!!!!!!!!
    waliao! duno hu tell the others bout my posting n give comments bout it they were asking me whether she was her or not.....omg i only told specifically to those who i can trust they were so kp but cing that they were not those big mouth i told them 'yes'lah! ok 1st bout y i cancel my 2 entries is because when i say out my feelings in the blog i noe some who will not be mature enough to give some mature comments........i mean this was one part of life rite n i first confess to someone i love her was not an easy task although i relli like her.......i gotta make this feeling of my first confession memorable n this feelings was the most lowest n saddest time of my life.......i don wan to forget this feeling my first non-relaxation by being relli in love wit someone bla wat's goin over me how could i make such mushy stuffs out of my life. ok 2nd i m goin to make another confession as u can c every feelings of mine i type down is true n i never told anybody bout it......i think that i m shy but nobody believe me......well? now u noe i m relli very shy inside i jus don wan to make ppl think that i m ......well i m goin to talked bout today now..... today i heard words saying that i love duno hu some kp n immature students again......well a part of that is true anyway but that i think was no true love or crush ok n i mean tis time i 100% positive bout my feelings so i m willing to let her noe lah! after the duno wat show i tat shit yan xiang steal my report book.....well i m relli ANGRY i ran away wit his report book back home ARGGHHH!!!!!!!!!n i think 'she' is trying to avoid me waaaaaa........=( duno y i still got no regret jus feel sad sob... sob... that was not ok to me ........when i go home my mothher sees my report book......not bad wat techer even comment that i hav some clear goals btw...this is totally opposite to wat elizabeth report book well i take a look at her blog n she link me.....i also must link her then.....n teacher also tell me to be more humble i m not humble meh????ya i didn study one so my mother had some 'nagging' to talked bout waaaaaaaaaaaa sad day


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    Thursday, October 19
    --------------------------------------------------------> By Kawaii

    Footprints in the sand

    One nite a man had a dream.

    He dreaMt he was walking along the beach with the lord.

    Across the skies flashed scenes of his life.

    For each scene, henoticed two sets of footprintsin the sand, one belonging tohim, and the other to the LorD.

    When the last scene of his lifeflashed before him, he lookedback at the footprints in thesand. He noticed that many times along the path of his lifethere was only one set offootprints.

    He also noticedthat his happened at thevery lowest and saddesttimes in his life.

    This really bothered him andhe questiond the Lord aboutit. "Lord, you said that once i decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way.

    ButI have noticed that during the most roublesome times in mylife, there is only one set of footprints.

    I don't understand why when i needed you most you would leave me."

    The Lord replied, "myprecious child.

    I love you and I would never leave you.

    Duringyour times of trial and suffereing, when you saw only one set of footprints it wasthen, that i carried you."



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    Science Centre
    today our class got to make a car using the materials given n brought. ya lots hav happen such as putting a balloon which i called big n fill up it with a bottle of water (of couse its not for the competition) n let me play wit it.another interesting situation is that somebody tried to filled up it wit water like wat i do n 1 mistake make elizabeth go 'WWAAAHHHH'(no offence when u see tis ok) ya when starting the competition i made a fool of myself'again my raising upp my hand (omg shouldn hav done that) sean n meiting forced me to take tat junk handicaped car out n when teacher asked me so many Qs i just anyhow answer n make the whole class laugh again. i relli wan to find a hole n stay inside until the next year!!!ya after recess n duno wat show the class show its face(better not talk bout it) then we go to science centre lor.....tthe science centre's trip was like BORIN as we deal wit all the genetic stuffs but i got to make fun of mei ting so it isn a waste trip any longer although sean everytime pritecting meiting , i still hav the chance as i was sitting beside her at that time hahaz,it finish faster than expected so we got to exhibit round the science centre lor. i don wan to go wit sean they all lah so i walk wit loqman n jus go round lah its fun actually but i think no all of the equipments gotta do wit science DAY OVER HAHAZ


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    Tuesday, October 17
    English? Me?hahaz
    oh my god my eng failed sia waliao leh cannot go to express alreadi lah although i got a thinnn...bit of chance by passing in the border line. ya i lost to many i once beat but sadly, neither a tear nor frown can found even though i all subject drop i don really care so i ask myself ....:wat i actually care anyway? ppl making fun of me? no, i jus let bygones be bygones....ppl trying to pick a fight with me? no i will jus fight back (no because of anything ok) OK i hav actually only one person i really truly care about most of the time (of course no my parents or friends lah)i won tell u OK well this entry is mostly about my feelings OK so don think wai ok.lastly, overal i wan to say is don care do everythin for yourself n find happiness in the process smilez:)


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    Saturday, October 14



    TEMPLE
    today i was forced to go to the temple by my mother with my brother of course n my mei accompanying her mother too. it was borin lah(sooo.. obvious) n i had gain nothing from my trip! this is stupid but i got my mei to cheer each other up! ermmm...... after this we went to causeway point(on the way) n buy some comics lah called DEATH NOTE quite interesting lah actually. ya that was all lor. i noe... sian diao............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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    Friday, October 13

    Guang jie
    today i go sunplaza with sean they all lah n sen borrow money from me n again interest zhao count money zhao borrow everytime go out with sean sure got wan.OK thhen we go to popular n everywhere lah.shit i should hav brin my bag along very hard to carry CD album all around causeway point. ya sean n mei ting go alround 3.30.so fast! so i got nothing better to do n jus get myself lost around mei ting's home area(i do that whenever i feel frustrated or bored)after i find my way to the MRT station, i decided to go to causeway point(around 5 only wat) then i saw si li ,zhen kang , jun jie ,valery , jerrold one more lah but i forgot his name......(to whoever u r sorry)i jus walk alround with ppl's voiccce ringing on my head n soon found myself home. hahaz


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    Sunday, October 8


    Causeway point
    today i ,sean shi yi n one i forgot alreadi lah to library to study the Science .ermm...... we go there very early n about 10am we arrived. i bring the assenments books sean asked me to brin but h forgot to brin the watever shit oh my god n he say never mind!OF COUSE HE NEVER MIND LAH MY PROBLEM LEH!forget that n we sat down in one place to sit listen to mp3 (4of us lah) but the sec 1 girl ar.... didn't talk one leh only talk to shi yi(different language or wat)n then lor san say we go n eat lunch so early 12 something only!everytime i 3-5ppm eat one. h well then when we return there's no place for seat?........we go n sit in the refrence storey where there's extreme slience......... when i came back home it is alredi 4pm so i jus eat n sleep loh!


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    Friday, October 6

    Friendster!!!
    well the friendster thing kinda backfire.i add n add but still sooo......little people someone please add me .ya you can either add me winson_npcc@hotmail.com or leave me your E-mail so i can add you!!!!!!


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    Wednesday, October 4

    Alone?
    i think that everyone wan to be alone stupid EOY.it made everyone crazy ,i should do something!mei ting and sean are too tense up! or i'm too relaxed?sean wan to be alone at*****(cannot tell.....)mei ting wan to be alone at the toilet. actually sean n meiting's 'person' is almost the same. sean say (censored)(no much of a deal anyway)(??????????????)if mmeiting is not so boyish ,he will probaly like her...... ha ha, no wonder they became such good friend even though i got to know meiting first sigh.....


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    Tuesday, October 3

    secrets?
    Everybody hav their own secret that they do not wan anybody even their best of bestfriends to know bout it but i stupitly told my 'friends' of a girl i hav a crush on. its a strange n good feeling that i hav never experience in the past.i treasure this feeling but they all make fun of me oohhh.. my stupity


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    Monday, October 2
    babysit makes me explode
    today's school is borin(like any other days .although i try to make it intersting but oh well...... my mother told me to come home straight after schoolto look after my stupid brother. i was recluant but like always i agree. he is buzzing me right after i step iinto the house(or even before...) but well he is still my(irritating brother) he begged me to let him sever the net n any other things(of couse i didn't aaaaaaagree) But he is sooooo....!!!! irritating !he threw thiings all aroundm my god... n he@@#$$%@!&^**% siow lah all i can say about him. i wanted to sold him but ...controll....Arggghh...stress lah!!!


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