woodcock is a lameo shit, freaking-lish weird man
If he's my teacher, PE teacher, i'll be the first to puke..

ok, done with topic sentence.
HIP today is so... DAMN boring..
probaly i changed seat again...
probably i become lamer than usual

anyways, been scolded by Mdm chong 2 times in a row..
well, its really hard to make her temper runs mad..
so wad do i do this time?
keep thinking cause I'm NOT telling :x

the physics experiment is also hard..
some even said easy..
results come out, they failed..
i B3.. so... who's the "easy" one here? lols

musfirah knew exactly where to find me..
i have no idea n i lazy to ask..
walk walk walk n go to her house to change clothes..
her brother is there too..
wah help me fold up jeans seh.. she's more pro..
i gotta admit.. or i'm too stupid? :x
this is a theorical question which doesn't necessary need to be answered
its either i knew already or is that i don't wanna know xD

take 912 bus which contains lots of my npcc squadmates..
THEY started to think wild....
lols. gotta wait for farah until she's pissed off...

then watch watch watch with 3 guys...
should i say idoitic looking? nope, they were quite nice actually ((=
just that something bout their attire..
with their height... they wearing that is like..
those babies trying to act mature adults.. lols
no offence dudes, peace outz :x

after the movie.. we go arcade..
even though they offered to blanja me..
i walked away without playing a game..
coz not in the mood for games mans..

Home, n sleep..
one more thing, i didn do my homework yet..
who's lending me? xDD

Gone to the HI programme just now..
how does this name come about?
teacher want us to say "hi" to them even though its holiday...

UNFAIR UNFAIR!!! Strongly object!!!
but I'm still the one who came to school the earliest =.=
gone up looking at Mr Oh taming his new toy xP
In the end, he failed xDD

first period, Physics!!!
unfortunately, Mr Oh cnnt showed us the toy...
then we'll just have to do correction then...
i saw her clear face, under the brimming sun..
i whisper hi, n heard no reply...
even though glass heart break, i still have to PRETEND i'm fine..
....stop dreaming....

sleep sleep sleep in physics lesson...
then, its geography where we go AVA room n combine class with 3-1
sit beside bryan n javin... they were fun x)
Mdm timah ar.. cnnt say that she's better than miss wong lar...
but then, her teaching style is different n i had a hard time adapting...
moreover, she had LOTs of work for us to do..
as a lazy bum... dunexpect me to do any one of her works. x)

A maths, stupid Mdm chong.. no qns ler anyhow come out one for me..
>.<>

Geography, combined class with 3-3..
sit with sean they all, outcast for 3-2
just can't keep my eyes off her >.<

mesmerized by her clear face,
shimmering in the northern lights
how i wish that's the end of time....

Gone to the HI programme just now..
how does this name come about?
teacher want us to say "hi" to them even though its holiday...

UNFAIR UNFAIR!!! Strongly object!!!
but I'm still the one who came to school the earliest =.=
gone up looking at Mr Oh taming his new toy xP
In the end, he failed xDD

first period, Physics!!!
unfortunately, Mr Oh cnnt showed us the toy...
then we'll just have to do correction then...
i saw her clear face, under the brimming sun..
i whisper hi, n heard no reply...
even though glass heart break, i still have to PRETEND i'm fine..
....stop dreaming....

sleep sleep sleep in physics lesson...
then, its geography where we go AVA room n combine class with 3-1
sit beside bryan n javin... they were fun x)
Mdm timah ar.. cnnt say that she's better than miss wong lar...
but then, her teaching style is different n i had a hard time adapting...
moreover, she had LOTs of work for us to do..
as a lazy bum... dunexpect me to do any one of her works. x)

A maths, stupid Mdm chong.. no qns ler anyhow come out one for me..
>.< then i shocked until nothing to say...
omgosh... its so diu lian de lor...

Geography, combined class with 3-3..
sit with sean they all, outcast for 3-2
just can't keep my eyes off her >.<

mesmerized by her clear face,
shimmering in the northern lights
how i wish that's the end of time....

Didn't do much things today...
just stay n rot at home...

As usual, my thoughts run wild again...
i kept thinking.. wad if most ppl hate me?
wad if... i'm a hateful person without me actually knowing it?
i don't relli know who actually r my friends..
well, let's just say they didn proved it out obviously...

it just seemed so hard to ask anyone out...
they all got other plans for themselves...
maybe i'm too selfish.. maybe i'm desperate for a BEST FRIEND
a BEST FRIEND as in he/she will come to school together..
n waited for my lesson to be over n go home together...
i just dun feel the sense of belonging...
i just feel that i'm the only one needing them..
i wanted it to be such a way that either of us cnnt lose other one..

i wanted a close relationship as friends..
but it seems that its too much to ask...
everytime seeing me alone walking towards the gates..
i cnnt help it but to curse the school out loud...
maybe things will change for the better as time goes by..
let's hoped it shall =))

I have stayed in that school for almost 3 years...
i think i learned a lot, after so much..
happiness, pain, joy n sorrow..
i think these school had it all planned out for me..
i gained new friends..
n loses old friends...
its unbearable, but they had changed so much..
that THAT is not the person i once knew anymore..
what could be blamed? for such affects?
growing up?
i hate growing up.. why can't i be just like before..
why do ppl changes under different circumstances?
i admit, i DO change.. but not as large as them..
until i duneven know them!!!
their heart , thinkings n mindset is far more different..
they r just wearing a mask, hiding those hideous sights
they r just not innocent anymore..
i'm not myself.. evermore...

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Accepting

No matter what a friend says or does, you try your best to understand it.And your friends feel like they can tell you anything. You don't judge. You know that friendship is a journey - with a lot of ups and downs.If you and a friend grow apart, you get over it quickly... and leave the potential for future friendship open. You tend to have many friends from many walks of life. Anyone you meet is could become a friend.In fact, you are especially interested in people who are a little different than you. Seeing life from another perspective is something you cherish. Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else with their secrets You really can't be friends with: Dogmatic, stubborn people Your friendship quote: "Love is blind, but friendship closes its eyes."

its getting harder n harder to tame my com these days...
nvm bout that, i'm frustrated n sad..
i feel bad bout sleeping through the time i was supposed to translate sabrina's aaron for her..
sorry, really, very, extremely sorry bout the excuse >.<

there's a $2 sale at cwp...
the only bookstore i knew will be moving out ler..
that is the sign.. a sign to make me know that i have no need for books

but then, how could i have forgotten such an important thing!!??
i hate myself for that know...
nobody have been tagging today...
>.<
i'm really addicted to tags frm others le ba!!!..
hais hai hais..
sian sian sian

i think i told u,
once or twice,
but u take everything,
except advice
now there"s a rumour,
going around
the way u do,
with everything burn in town
was it for fun!!??
was it for money!!??
for me.. It's the last straw! honey!

i dun love u ...anymore,
get ur knees.. off the floor
call me up...want somemore?
get off the phone!!leave me alone!!

i'm sick n tired, of all ur trickks
dun make me laugh, u make me sick
Now all my faith, True Love's gone
And IF i get AIDS, i know who its frm

n when i go, i'll still miss you..
i dun love you... anymore

guess u guys wanna know bout MY results!!!
nvm , i shall revealed it right infront of ur very eyes!!
right here, right now, right this moment, right this.....
ok, enough craps, let's start winson's result post O.O

English-C6
Chinese-B3
A Maths-B3
E Maths-A1
Chemistry-B4
Physics-B4
Comb.human.-C5

total, 2Cs, 2B4s, 2B3s, 1 A1...

Level position improve! 164-57!!!
Class position improve! 33-14!!!
when i saw my name up at the board, i tot i was gonna lost it..
coz, up at the board, meaning top 8!!!
marks only la.. but damn many ppl got same marks..
mati, go all the way to 14th position >.<

Sean-fairy, go up n claim the $10 prize bestowed to him
Sabrina.. Pfffft!! get the same marks as her...damn many As..
meiting-still dare say....

as u cn see, i'm not retaining, going to sec 4e2 next year..
aiyer.. principal go scare ppl one de...
hate it >.< owed sean one drink... nvm, he owed me one as well
saying wad, A maths cnnt get A=.=

stayback for interclass netball
as expected, we lost..
netball to civilise for us liao lar..
but nvm.. malek, redzuan, farhan they all say i did quite good this time round..
going bursting into tears le..
i dunwanna be the one draggin eevryone down like wadeva..
i must be stronger...

i must...
i still haven proved to her...

i don't know whether to cry or laugh..
things have gotten much more serious..
my parents still haven been informed yet..

i'm quite sure the retained ones r not gonna be me le ba..
but then, my score is like 64 marks for all subject..
i peek at the teachers results n i got a hell lots of B4..
i hate it.. B3 is much much much better >.<

she didn care bout me today..
n Elyn seems so cold to me these days..
*sigh* always throwing temper at specifically me?
Diaox =.= wahahahas

i think i gotta pretty addicted to ppl tagging on my tagbox..
just cnnt stand one day without anyone tagging xP

She today when i say bye..
she didn reply me..
m i that invisible?
i'm pretty sure i was quite "big" n obvious de lo..
did she mistaken me with musfira?
but she had her own already wad.. wad's there to misunderstand about?
a lot of ppl also give me that kinda eye =.=
pls larh...

anyways, stay back at npcc, cleaning out stuffs..
"she" give me quite an attitude manz..
but nvm..

LOLx, the most interesting one..
i stand up n make a speech..
knowing that the vice principal know me quite well...
i dunwanna say wad happen kays..
ok, everyone was like laughing when i say shhhh
too much noise la.. until they cnnt hear wad i'm tryin to say...
then they reply wad.. unhealthy food..
i follow meiyin lo.. we like unhealthy food
drinks r not unhealthy n tibis.. all this..
lols..
today was CRAZY!!!

ps: gen liang, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! xDD

You Are a Blue Crayon

Your world is colored in calm, understated, deep colors. You are a loyal person, and the truest friend anyone could hope to find. On the inside, you tend to be emotional and even a bit moody. However, you know that people depend on you. So you put on a strong front. Your color wheel opposite is orange. Orange people may be opinionated, but you feel they lack the depth to truly understand what they're saying.

What Color Crayon Are You?

Yoooo!!
dunno her name is wad.. mrs kok or miss kok la..
i duncare bout it anyways..
but she damn fei hua lo..
ppl want to see and analyse for themselves..
then she talk talk talk n say "later i wanna say....."
but in the end didn say leh.. becomes packs of shits..

wah.. total 23 person retain leh!!
maybe i'm one of them!!??
its no telling who might be the one..
although 4 have already confirmed..
is the 4 retained ones retained again..
left 7 of us.. maybe me?lols

scared scared scared!!! but i cnnt let my fear get the whole of me, cn i not?
wah, she say something to me mans..
out of so many times of saying "hi" to her but it feels like i'm speakin to myself..
now she actually start a conversation on her own..
that time i was damn happy manz..
although its a short conversation
almost cried again.. feel gd!!^^
then my mouth became full of words

i did not forget to check if he is looking..
he will give me that kind of look like "stay away frm her or else"
i'm an insensitive person, to someone i dun actually know..
to him, in short, i dunno but i just felt that way leh...
that i'm not welcome..
the same kinda eye that HERRR n HIMMM showed to me..
as u cn see, he's not in the HERRR n HIMMM category ok..

hmm perhaps that's wad i wanna be with her ba..
i nothing more to aask frm her ler..
just friends ya know? hahas
n that kept me cheerful all day long that is until...
mdm chong say must hand in maths graph qns... =.=

later go buy wallet n pants with fira n sean..
they were nice!!^^ waited for me manz..
thanks ya~~!

the rest is for me to know n u to find out..
go out n celebrate my brother's b'dae..
almost forget that today's his.. xP
sry then, my treat!! xDD

wah today a bit crazy or wad la..
not me.. them!! (sean, musfira n bernard)
actually going to watch RE extinction today de..
but too bad today is relli not our day..

first up, didn sms sean ack even as i duno wad he talking in that msg..
ended up must go back home and took out clothes..
dunno whether its fortunate, or NOT, my father is not at home at the moment
they changed their clothes, n played my com which is damn lousy as u cn all see..
its illness had been deteriorated since the last time someone step foot to it..

they even help me choose the most suitable suit(which is also not good)
not clothes la.. going buy one since i have so many $$ not used in my pocket..
n a luxury of time i decided to splurge it all away.. ^^

anyways, we meet up with bernard n realise that we must produce an IC..
know liao larh.. but just kk only xDD
so the demanding cashier wun let us in..
we found an auntie to buy for us..
good auntie.. meet her when they r eating at food mall too!!^^
too bad her assistance had been futile as the security is still very thick..
we still need to check one more time to go inside..

sianz, i tot there's gonna be a match between bernard n them lo..
i was wrong.. just point middle finger n wad wad stare stare only..
not relli make much of a show.. LOLs xP

then we go play play at the timezone..
which i didn even touch..T.T
sianz.. coz i wanna play those shooting one mah.. but lazy ask=.=
no money too =X

then talk talk walk walk likedat only..
gotta go buy jeans for myself sometime these week..
anyone care to join me? =DD

sian sian sian.. dunwan to be at home become one lonely old man.. >.<

The All-American Rejects-
Dirty Little Secret

Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping dogs won't lie (won't lie)
And all I've tried to hide
It’s eating me apart
Trace this line back

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret)

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret

Who has to know
Who has to know

today go to swim after so many years...
i think about 3 years le ba..
last time i swam is when i took my gold test..
i passed, as usual of coz!
the woodlands swimming complex had been opened for u since this tuesday
so.. anyone interested, feel free to ask me out..
LOLs
there's still a playground n everything for ur info xP

i hate swimming..
especially the suit part...
yeah, exposure =.=
until now, i changed my mind..
my shen cai(body figure) hai okay ba...
no so bad mah compare to lots of ppl there showing off =.=

anyways, i still rmb how to swim..
i swam as if i'm a new born duck
ready to bring the water to life..
rock n roll mans..

there i heard someone kept calling ye ting..
pretty weird of a name dun ya think?
but reminds me of meiting.. diaox =.=

yeah n the people there r not much considerate for others..
most of them r bangala dash i supposed...
then they talk got alot of "ane ane" sound..
irritating mans.. n the children there..
siao, keep splashing water on my face..
think i wad? drain issit?

it was a disgusting trip..
i was down there coughing but after much hesitation..
i accepted UR request..
u know the sticky sticky thing that comes out of ur mouth when u cough right?
i felt that on my lips when i was going back up...
of coz wipe it away la n it was so.. eewww >.<

AIIIIICHOOO!! great.. now i'm down with flu..
wad more impending disaster awaits me?
i shall find out.. Woots! so excited >.<
maybe that's in my report card i was going to get back nxt friday
i HOPE not, i PRAY not >.<
pls make it be other things kays? lols=.=

my parents didn seemed to be informed bout any parent meeting session or anything..
maybe i wun need to retain..
*put my hands together*
*close my eyes n concentrate!!*

i can't stop thinking about you...
who exactly are you?
invading my life like that..
i'm gonna forced you outta the mindless brain of mine >.<

wah, sry for not updating recently...
but i doubt anyone cares
anyways, have gone a few places these days
hmm, first up, land division HQ in somewhere one
i was "norminated" to try out a "once-in-a-lifetime"opportunity"to try out
CAS (chemical-agent-suit)
everyone laughed n cheered like hell...
arboden, its not them who's doing all the wearing=.=
riverside sec are also there but compare to them..
we r MUCH MUCH more energetic n restless
FUI:these is NOT a compliment xP

let's see the pictures shall we? (:
credits shall go to chao ying's blog
the ppl there r all me.. i was the star of the show ain't i?
dunno who took the pic, becoz there was so many fans that took photos of me like hell =DDi trying out the mask.. its quite cool inside there actually.. but the straw.. very in-the-way.. there were times it stuck onto my nose =.=
the free-sized pants... not relli free-sized but the rope tied around me acted like a belt.. n the pants r RELLI BIG O.O
the jacket is cool, the coolest thing i would wanna wear.. they kept saying i'm the boss or wadeva.. becoz they were helping me wear it like i was somekinda big shot xDD
erm.. actually i wasn't supposed to took out my shoe.. the mask la.. make hearing very difficult >.<
i'm kinda cool ain't i? acting like matrix or wad.. diaox xDD
took photos with the gang! see my hand gestures? its a machine gun.. i dunno how to pose.. so get smack on the back by chao ying when she's on-the-way back to her seat =.=
i'm the only one who suggest whether we could take a ride in the motorcycle or wadeva..
ps: its damn heavy mans.. couldn't even lift up, how to balance sia!?
i've built a time machine.. those r my comrades

ok, this is where i go today.. bukit bedok...
sians, see forest for the morning hike where i'm not going during the camp
have been standing on the rain for the whole morning..
emo again ar.. duncare bout health le..
just lost faith in you manz...
wee feng trying to run away from my ultimate camera
emo-lish wee feng
the hand is mine though, but its not me who took the pic
ba gua(eight diagram) on the ground.. blessing us with hop.. but nvr stop the no. 1 obstacle, rain.
is that sun!? ouh false alarm... just shiang's hp in night mode..=.=
was a beautiful scenery.. its still raining though


wah!, angelic enough?



looking down above the mountain


cn anyone guess wad's this?
this is a book!!?? its gigantic!!
we were suppose to go up de.. but for safety reasons..
its a LONNGGGG~~~ way down


time is traveling faster than light
though u were irresistible in the past...
u were not, now...

firstly, I'm gonna vent my dissatisfaction against my results..
my last paper, social studies had been given out..
n i, for the 2nd time, failed freak'in-lish bad..
F9 leh... 18/50.. waliao...
source based 13/25
structural 5/25
waliao, nothing to say in structural liao lo...
then the teacher, mdm adawiyah still want me to write wadeva shits??!

nvm, meiting is entirely all same like me..
which i was like, the last in the class perhaps?
even Elyn win me lo.. beside the languages subject la..
boohoohoo~~~ ppl want cry liao larh..
first time failed in EOY la!!~~~

now my stupid result became,
1A: which makes me standing proud as a peacock
3Bs: the Bs r quite high so it becomes my middle, average marks..
2Cs n Ds : that idoit fool! english no need to say.. its expected.. but chemistry n humans too!!?? i was like As for almost all for the terms lor..

my overstated statement
the A n Bs will STAYED as A n Bs.. the english C let's hope it remain C6.. the rest Cs n Ds are totally gonna shoot up to Bs i think...

conclusion:
i only have one A for these whole term T.T

today is not good..
first start you lao shi give us the stupid vid to see..
sean n meiting were not there so i cnnt talk...
beside me were jieying n shanxian..
cnnt talk even more =.=
so i sleep lo.. being caught die die must be scolded by that damn teacher..

n the CCA points hor..
they were only like "+ 3 marks for u la..kan ni so ke lian"
likedat only..
sians... 14 marks is RELLI not my standard...

the rest of the lesson i jus wanna sleep..
that is until elyn volunteered me to go to the netball thingy..
ouhk, she promised me that i will be substitute but in the end? substitute is other ppl
i become main..

*press fast-forward*
the first game, 3-2 girls vs 3-7 girls!!
its fast.. asmita's damn good..
5 minutes.. how many ball again?
5!! xDDD
then the guys section..
i'm WD=wing defender..
n they send me to in charge of boon kiat..
i was like :O.. denis lim boon kiat still cn la..
i did a LOT of fouls.. but too bad judges r not professionals..
couldn't detect..
but boon kiat's the man!! he detect that coz i heard him curse n swear
the time they lose..
it was a tie.. but then shifu threw the ball first time in liao..
when its yao quan's turn got lot's of pressure.. cnnt blame him..
girls loses to 3-1.. n then fight with the other grups..
she looking as if i'm a stranger... or not..
she using the same face as wad the others see me as..
things r just weren't the same!!
me n her okays!!!O.O
i dunwanna it to be like this anymore..
k the game is blocked by mrs kok..
dunno why.. its over ba.. the game..
=.=

today our class went to east coast..
the trip is damn long..
emo with zhen yang n then fell asleep in the bus..

when i wake up,
just nice, time to go out liao
we sat at one stupid shelter..
where we have the "nicest" music being played..
since today's not a school holiday...
i do not ecpect much ppl there...
n sure enough.. nobody cn bother about our games experiments

our group has javin, which is regarded as a physic genuis..
HOWEVER, he had NOT been performing to our expectation..
keep on pushing the blame to geography =.=
time, when by...

we gone so far that teacher chased us to come back on...
pretty stupid uh? ppl r playing games already...
then javin start shooting the tides...
while i played volleyball with shifu
which i had absolutely no idea how to play..
n shi fu is not a good shi fu either =.=

finally, i gave up n leave him to play with his mengting -.-
cycling next... with javin again..
spent $6 which is suppose to be 2hrs but we only have half an hr
nvm, i got $$$$ xDD

so we cycled.. accelerating n decelerating..
sometimes i overtake him..
n he nvr got to come back up again..
leaving him behind.. dunno how he will catch up
then lend bicycle to shifu, n there goes my $$$$

wad did i do over the meantime?
play UNO with Elyn, Yan Qin n Bi Jie..
they were quite good actually.. maybe i'm too lucky ^^
keep saboing elyn.. making her draw until like siao..
n yan qin keep prompting me with so many pair up cards..
without 5minutes, within 4 rounds of my turns..
me had already game over...
would like to play again but.. aiyoyo
better to win n stay WIN
Lols...

go n eat macdonals which we
me n javin AGAIN, exceeded the buget..
Obviously.. wad more? javin LOST THREW away the recipt...
but nvm, he forded $7 for OUR meal..
me, wee feng n he himself.. while i only forded like $3-4?
wahahahas

get back to the bus again n she was sleeping..
i slept too, knowing that's the best thing to do in this kind of situation...
when i woke up, the first thing i heard is...
shifu n mdm chong discussing about the pairs in our class
ok, some i already know but dunwanna say..
shanxian n fiona, bryan hew n hui shin, wee feng n calisa, xianlin n elyn..
wow, some even my sources cnnt detect..
i thought eli n redzuan cn de.. but hardly.. haiz sian sian sian..

then it was good night for me all the way until we reach the woodlands ring gates
then i zhenyang, zhaohong, chao ying, jia en, yanxiang, gen liang play dunno wad..
football+netball+captain ball with just one ball...
hmm, u try merging the 3 games together ^^ lols

then its was lecture in NP room all the way..
dunno why maybe i slept ba..
keep talking craps until ppl laughed n feel amazed by me..
diaoz
need to do maths hw.. damn damn damn
why i didn do something in the first??
grrr

LOOK! at elyn's fiery eyes.. Diaox =.=


who's pointing towards the sea?


the view



the sun



know wad's this? oversea city bank


open at woodlands branch!! i help them do publicity


this is the balloon after 15 minutes of playing


when i let the air out.. the balloon is like flying like crazy


get ready to fly pilot!



see i very careful one.. detach it with no prob at all!

i'm free religion thank you =.=

i behaving like someone
i totally hate to the utmost core..
why is my heart filled with jealousy, envy
when i saw someone with the girl...

why m i being like HIMMM..
what the hell is wrong with me?
why do i have to kept offending ppl?
as if everyone had offended me likedat..

i dunno wad the hell is wrong with me..
why couldn't myself understand myself?

i have started thinking..
bout the future years..
but wait, that's not me..
usually i will just take one step at a time

after secondary school, i think i will go to jc..
n then university to enjoy life as a U student..
or i will go poly, which have almost 0% chance of going higher..
or maybe i will stick to my old plans..
going abroad to further my studies..
since i was just so insignificant..
that nobody will even realise that i was gone...

i think i experience a lot during the years in singapore...
hmm, come to think of it..
i actually do make some friends...
either good or bad...
kind or evil
simple-minded or devious...

will anyone notice me?
i'm just leaving behind footsteps..
nothing more.

sianz sianz sianz...
someone ask me out leh..
rotting at home liao larh..
if it continues, i think i die even earlier than i retain>.<

Change blogskin again!!
i like that picture actually..
but dunno how to changing the pinkish colour on the words..
hate that>.<
i'm bored like hell at this cage....
someone pls ask me out leh..
i got luxury of time on my side..

yesterday gone out to discuss bout the camp proposal...
haiz, more n more this kind of proposal crops out,
i think this is the end of me liaos...
anyways, i didn do anything or say anything there..
which make a huge significance to them...
just kept my mouth shut n let them do all the filthy work...

ok, i'm just joking there, dun be too serious on me...
yeah there's junchao, yanxiang, genliang, zhenyang, zhaohong and not to mention chaoying which came the latest,(after i came) and leave the fastest..
but she got do something significant so nvm..

things we discuss on the proposal will be strictly confidential..
so pardon me for no talking mostly bout that subject...
after the proposal thingy, i went shopping..
for food of coz!! i'm totally runout!
find find find n settle it off under the mrt trail..

i also got hold of a balloon too!! some picture of it..
but i intend to upload it tomorrow
lazy now nia...
another day grazing at the grass outside my window..
HAIZZZZ

take a look at my stupid results=.=

English:
paper 1: 29/60
paper 2: 27/50
Total: 50.9%

Chinese:
paper 1: 37/70
paper 2: 52/70
overall result: 67%

Chemistry:
paper 1: 19/40
paper 2: 50.5/80
Total: 57.9%

Physics:
paper 1: 23/40
paper 2: 57.5/80
Total: 67%

A-maths:
paper 1: 51/70
paper 2:preferred not to be disclose =.=
Total: (N.A)

E-maths:
paper 1: 77/80
paper 2: 69/80
Total: 91.3%

geography: 28/50
Total: 28%

See see see! my marks are damn lousy lo...
only left social studies... which was like damn no one passed in the beginning...
my only subject that has been an ok grade only..
of course its E-maths la...
haiz going to cry already if these keeps up x(
today Mrs Chua give me that stare which immediately gave me a jeer!O.O
Mr Bruce also but thank god he's transferring schools from next year onwards^^
npcc is tiring, n bloody not fun
zhaohong interrupt my "in-charge"
*angry*
but nonetheless i found myself important in the unit..
for the first time (:

yeah we gotten back some of the results by today...
Firstly, Chinese..
as u cn see, i write romance in paper 1 so i dun expect to see results..
yes n i didn.. totally failed my compo by 1=.=
then get back the paper2..
luckily, 50+/70 (forgot lerh) which is enough to pull my marks up to b3..
ppl losing me de... become winning me lo
shit, i shouldn have write romance lo..
hao pen you bu yao xue wor!!!
kids must learn frm MY mistake..
overall marks teacher say liaos...
i got 67/100 for godness sake, n i was like shit..
huishin's place should have been mine..
no place for fights.. i know she also want to know my marks as well..
i was also one of the "potential" A2 there..
little did she know, the real A2 is just beside me..
BRYAN LEE YO!!!

issit mrs zarina? ok wadeva..
she's very guai lan lo.. like GL..=.=

when i first see into her eyes...
she was like telling me..
"u r in deep shit babby"
get back english lerhh.. not in expectation >.<
sian sian sianzzzz!! only got 27 marks for paper2..
but its over 50 so i pass for goodness sake..
the first time i pass, some will go n fail...
those whom i sms or msn them...
worrying bout my english result..
n they was llike sure pass, no worries for their english de..
in the end.. 19/50 ar.. 20/50 ar...21/50 ar.. n those who there kk..
i dunwanna say but i must say..
shifu, u didn see this coming didn you..xDD
22/50=.=still dare say me wun PASS=.=
in the end nothing to say le ma..
still thick-skinned as usual...
say would i pass or not coz i only pass one time english..
LOL Confirm fail de.. but dun say out larh..
mrs angelia tan say plus the daily work n all,
i pass my CA borderline lo.. now for the SA1 failing result..
hmm i need to pass by one mark in this test..
got confidence in my paper 1 more than paper 2..
i tot paper 2 die lerhh heng also pass..

mrs zarina say its the MOST easiest paper..
great... that's wad i needed to pass right?

then its maths..
i dunrelli wanna know that subject's marks know..
but then, coz i didn have full marks for paper 2..
it was like such an easy paper..
i dunno why lurhh n become afraid..
ok back to the marks subject..
paper 1 i get 77/80 marks n paper 2 get 69/80 marks..
damn hell, so low mans... i wanna cry liao lurhs
sure got a lot winning me..
that means i'm unable to hide the undesirable black past...
where i suddenly do very badly for 2 terms.. ok la not SO bad..
hais.. 91.25% uh... weak sia...

then was the chemistry paper liao...
i was shaking my whole body there know..
i totally dunno wad miss siti is talking bout in class
i didn read anything.. most importantly...
i have no idea wad the qns wants..
things r going like wad the mid yr is getting.. E8..
40% but heng all is A1s!!! quite high de can actually pull up that subject..
totally hate chemistry exams..
n also hateLOVE chemistry Test!!^^
now where was i? i think i get carried away by the marks prob..
ok luckily i get a 57.9%.. all because of ME
FAILING MCQ!!!miss siti is like mcq is the thing that pull most of ya's marks up..
BUT IT PULLED MY MARKS DOWN!!! cnnt believe it..
25% chance i cn also fail=.=
got one qns i write there some stupid chemical which i also dunno..
but 1% is better than none ma..>.<
as usual, its wrong=.=
n the teacher even put there "HAHAHA"
grr, that's an complimentinsult...

then then then is the physics paper..
let's wrap this up.. 30 mins gone for blogging...
>.<>
kns section B i got 27.5/30 nia!!!
n they pull me until so low..

kns kns kns!!!
not happy with my results..
duneven have 2 As..
only 1A, 2Bs, 2Cs..
i'm not performing to my expectations...

this kinda results.. will it ever reach top 10!!??
top ten seems so near, n yet so far away>.<

damn damn damn!!
today is fuckin' bored...
but i learned one thing...
but its not one thing, its many..
lols, know that commerical?hahas

nvr EVER show ur hp infront of zhao hong...
it will get confiscated...
no matter how i cry.. how i react, how i explain..
she still.. hais hais haisssssss!!!

the coach, rmb? the china one?
yuppie, its herrr..
noticed one thing, she say" pay ur concentration"
when it supposed to be "pay attention"
diaox..but she reminded me one thing...
i must prove to him i cn make a mark too ya know?
at CCA? i know zhenyang is the chairman..
but ppl dream also cnnt ar!!?

then we talk bout naruto..
when taking the pic..
informal one, i snatched the Gai posture..
LOLs.. i was the only one who think its cool..
i guess...
aiyer!!! now got more hates ler...
dunno why they wanna me to hate themm...
or i just hated those who r just like me..
or i'm becoming like them...

cnt they be a normal student..
to just sit there quietly?
or be likw me..
which is to stare at the teacher...
no effectO.O
=.=

mum chasing liao..
tomorow hmm, studies again!!
GREAT!!~~
hahas good luck guys!

今天也好有感觉所以，又再次报上华文字了！希望大家不要见怪噢！
数学测验真的很难很难。。。大概是因为没时间做完吧！艾。。。大概输了28分。
对自己十分的惭愧，开始询问自己有没有那种能耐，开始对自己没信心。不知道能
不能将分数变得更高，甚至是升上中4都难。。。虽然话是那么说但我也不是对我自
己那么没信心啦！当然，我还是残留着那么一点点的把握。。
哈哈！大家就等这看吧！看我怎么死=。=
哇！感到一个新的感觉。。。又喜欢上别人了妈？哈哈哈！果然世上是没永久的爱
情。。。就是因为这样，我现在才那么有活力！！！哈哈哈
人就是和动物不同！人，是为了感觉而活着的吗。。。他们是有感情的生物。动物
呢，是因为他们活着，所以才。。。
到此为止吧！晚安^^

相爱不如相知，爱她不如祝福她，与她喜欢的人白头谐老，永不分离，永远幸福，快
乐。。。我只希望每一天都能看见她的微笑，再也不声望什么了。。。也许是我口
是心非，但我真的是感到无比的不甘心。。。我不想从朋友变成陌生人，更加不想
失去她，但只能这样安慰自己。。。

明天就是最后1向考验。。。希望我不会再为这件事而影响了我。
我还想向她证明我不是一无是处，我也能够成为一个。。。。

today was FUN FUN FUN!!!
but we r suppose to go there to study right?
yeah wadeva xDDD
in the end only sean gain frm this trip..
the minimal one..
knowing how to do alpha beta lols..

i think the one gain is fira la..
hahas know how to trigger the alarm...
we talk bout the monkey..
the hippo.. the turtle..
dram VIP(Very Important Pig)

i didn talk much..
still covered by yesterday's thing ba..
gonna burst outta tears very soon..
com is not getting the hang of itself..
keep blinking..
n so does my eyes..

this is the first step of making our com DEAD..
Mrs Nogh be the tester let's think...
"... if u r found... u will be DOOMED to hav chattered!!"
wow.. lols.. need buy present la..
but laziie.. xDD

then at the shop..
they keep sitting on the sofas..
n taking shots...
USING THE SHOP"S CAMERA!
suddenly..
alarm is tigger by fira...
i was like.. erm, do i know you?
she was stunned n rooted to the ground lo..
it didn stop ringing.. even the time when we left the shop..
everyone's looking omgosh..
so much for low profiling eh?

we slipped out of the shop..
n KEEP TERRORISING THE TOWN!!...
lol, powerpuff girls come out..
diao..

next time we u go to that cwp shop..
may the forces be with you...
shoot shoot shoot!!

I NEVER EVEN TOUCH PHYSICS ONE BIT
last time i touch a lot ar..
wa siao.. first time de fail n very very lan...
fail by 0.5 marks LORHH!!
its a lot to me k..
but this time i totally As the paper ok..
believe it guys!! its easy but a lot say difficult..
becoz i nvr study de jie guo ba..
die die also must not study ok..

dun study get GREAT result..
my style isn't it?
wah still worring bout retaining...
walk home today again,,,
sian sian sian..

relli low on sms liao but some ppl still send me sms
no choice but to reply xP
but then, sry if didn reply k...
doesn't mean anything de lah...

continue watching naruto!! ^^

Today n yesterday go library with firah...
suppose to be with 2 but then...
always got one nvr come or leave early..
haiz haiz.. so play play with fira's hp lo..
more fun than my one... want her to send mee...

yesterday wor.. chemistry test!!..
i didn bring easers..
her again.. to think i will actually go n beg for it...
5 minutes before the test starts..
totally.. _____ her manz..
wtheck.. ya lo.. actually thinking of it..
b4 shafiq stopped me..
n lend me his 2b pencil n easer..
won't make the same mistake again

chem paper is damn difficult...
as usual..
ouhhh, i think i gonna fail..
AGAIN.. shit again lo..
everytime A1.. 1 fail must come out..
balancing equation.. 50 marks liaos coz EOY mah count more mark..
so at least should have na dao 50 ba...

walked home...
a lonely road manz..
haiz.. i need songs to accompany..

then today, maths...
its quite easy i should say..
but then mengting cried..
coz cnnt understand first qns..
cnnt blame her la.. she's not suited for this qns..
feel sad for her too..
haiz must read more english books..
heng i got watch channel 5 news..
sometimes they got talk bout that one...
n also heng my father is ex-salesman..
everytime jisng jisng de shi hou got say dao...
but percentage i got not a nice number leh..
i wrong too issit>.no way.. T.T

this is the only chance to win mengting...
THE ONLY CHANCE!!...
12 marks manz.. n 1 got like 3 qns dunno how to do..
add together 6 marks ba..
mengting that one is crazy de..
the rest sure all correct..
that means i only got 6 marks to lose..
n paper 1 i MUST get FULL MARKS for godness sake..
I MUST!!! FOR THE NAME OF WINSON!!..

bloody hell..
RASENGAN!!CHIDORI!!
DIE DIE DIE

blogskin got problem again...
hmm, cnnt seem to find my left margin...
stupid computer!!>.<

We are on th climax of Exams..
seeing ppl changing their Display Msg to things..
that's wad i'm trying to not remind myself of..=.=
cn i really go frm 3E2 to 4E2? no hope =((

those who r far more worse than me..
in order to protect their reputation..
their identity will be rated as confidential...
Pls guys, zi ji xin zhi du ming..
somethings no need to be spoken out loud..
their were as confident as usual...
but in the end same thing...
fail fail fail..
wad is actually frightening is that..
they cn actually laughed n tell ppl their ans..
which is reasonable n sensible..
which make us think that.. omg, i fail ahr?
but in the end.. ones who failed r them..

TODAY!!! the geography paper..
no hope but all i read were all tested..
all inside the thing..
so just zhao copy all i could..
altogether is like i studied for 60 minutes the most ba..
cn get 25 marks i cn be like laughing to myself liaoz..
nvm la..
all humantities last time..
D7 one time for both geography n SS..
the rest i got all A1s^^ or A2s^^
failed in mid yr for SS?
i totally As the paper for geography..
so if this time fail.. probably will make that all balancd ^^

A maths paper i don't know how to say..
judging from the first few qns..
yup its damn easy. for logarithums la..
but then the rest all i don't know wad the F'in Hell r they talking bout..
T.T I gonna chiong for paper 2..
hmm only A maths paper 2 in that day only right? i guess.
since i don't hav the timetable with me..
but sure seems that way!
i gonna concentrate so much i gonna die..

but i WILL get A1 n take back my maths EXPERT title..
i will CLAIM back since its been so untouched for so long..
nobuggie.. WINSON'S BACK!!!
FOR MORE ACTION!!..
watch ya back guys.. i gonna so win O.o""

haiz..
so many papers dao i yan hua(eyes grow flowers)
didn relli study much but i think the maths paper is like damn easy lo..
i doing the last qns liao then see the time..
i was like.. huh?? keep checking whether the paper is sec3 de or not..
Yes its sec3, no mistake bout that...
redo 5times to make sure there relli isn't any flaws..
but i doubt there isn't any flaws ler..

Elyn n shiyi kept talking bout phone no.?
lols.. see which one's memory gd enough...
i cnnt rmb any of the ppl's phone no..
except sean's n her's..

jiu de bu qu, xin de bu lai...
aiyoyoyo.. but Social studies i wan dan liao la..
the SBQ i damn kiasu...
every qns one page...
filled up one page liao cai an xin..=.=
but as usual... SEQ is so not my long winded pi hua..
i can only do barely 2 pages with leaving line..
when see other ppl's work i was like siao...
but then again... i'm the only one doing healthcare..
Coz she told me bout the healthcare...
only one time n i was like, the first thing in the morning i got recite to myself liao...
wow, ai qing de mo li...
if she say more ar..
maybe i dunhav to worry bout my geography too liao lo..
Aiya no time to do more liao...
so let's chill out n crashed the damn paper off the floor..

sabrina's maths was like.. so pro lo..
dunno why she still wanna ask me for da answers...
geography, n A maths is gonna tested tomorow liao lar...
sian sian sian ..
all my worst subject..
some to think of it..
did i have a best subject?
nope D:

Wish her all the best ba...
pray that she wun fail like me..
LOL... that will NEVER happen O.o""