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    Sunday, October 28
    Didn't do much things today...
    just stay n rot at home...

    As usual, my thoughts run wild again...
    i kept thinking.. wad if most ppl hate me?
    wad if... i'm a hateful person without me actually knowing it?
    i don't relli know who actually r my friends..
    well, let's just say they didn proved it out obviously...

    it just seemed so hard to ask anyone out...
    they all got other plans for themselves...
    maybe i'm too selfish.. maybe i'm desperate for a BEST FRIEND
    a BEST FRIEND as in he/she will come to school together..
    n waited for my lesson to be over n go home together...
    i just dun feel the sense of belonging...
    i just feel that i'm the only one needing them..
    i wanted it to be such a way that either of us cnnt lose other one..

    i wanted a close relationship as friends..
    but it seems that its too much to ask...
    everytime seeing me alone walking towards the gates..
    i cnnt help it but to curse the school out loud...
    maybe things will change for the better as time goes by..
    let's hoped it shall =))

    I have stayed in that school for almost 3 years...
    i think i learned a lot, after so much..
    happiness, pain, joy n sorrow..
    i think these school had it all planned out for me..
    i gained new friends..
    n loses old friends...
    its unbearable, but they had changed so much..
    that THAT is not the person i once knew anymore..
    what could be blamed? for such affects?
    growing up?
    i hate growing up.. why can't i be just like before..
    why do ppl changes under different circumstances?
    i admit, i DO change.. but not as large as them..
    until i duneven know them!!!
    their heart , thinkings n mindset is far more different..
    they r just wearing a mask, hiding those hideous sights
    they r just not innocent anymore..
    i'm not myself.. evermore...

    You Are a Good Friend Because You're Accepting
    No matter what a friend says or does, you try your best to understand it.And your friends feel like they can tell you anything. You don't judge.
    You know that friendship is a journey - with a lot of ups and downs.If you and a friend grow apart, you get over it quickly... and leave the potential for future friendship open.
    You tend to have many friends from many walks of life. Anyone you meet is could become a friend.In fact, you are especially interested in people who are a little different than you. Seeing life from another perspective is something you cherish.
    Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else with their secrets
    You really can't be friends with: Dogmatic, stubborn people
    Your friendship quote: "Love is blind, but friendship closes its eyes."
    What Makes You a Good Friend?


    ♥ signed off at 7:27 PM