I feel so alone.. no one's there to accompany me.. lessen my painfulness.. my mind is in a whirl.. just by looking at you.. walking off my sight.. drops of tears ran down my cheeks.. from that moment.. i realised, understand, learned.. my life is nvr complete without you... i still cnnt straightened my thinkings out.. even now, my thoughts r being polluted by you... i still got a mindset that.. even the sky falls, even earth crumbles.. that instance, my thoughts were only of you.. i cnnt stop myself anymore.. but wad cn i do? i'm willing to do anything... but wad's the right thing? should i keep straightening out my thinking? before i even friend you? or should i annouced... frm this day onwards, i'll start wooing you? or should i just keep quiet... as a stupid person in school... who have no friends... a loner..? or should i friend you? n in return secretly loving you? or should i make myself even better... study harder.. getting better grades than anyone.. having qualified to love u openly? or should i dunstand in ur way.. give you my blessings n walk away?
i dare not wish forever.. i just want one minute.. i just want you for one minute..
the death of one is the born of another.. perhaps, life IS likedat.. perhaps this is fated.. perhaps, i was fated to bear these pain.. i dun blame you, actually..