i'm totally convinced that i lost my drive... things seems so uninteresting... going to my lalaland is the first place i ever wanted to go.. exam coming already but didn even prepare one... i hate losing.. i HATE being the LAST... i will win, for i'm winson.. or at least, not getting the last!? well, not studing will be a total gone case for me.. but still, i wun study until i got the mood to... sian sian sian, geography coming... that stupid subject!! err maybe i gonna start on Maths first... as in when? well, it depends.. xP
english i fail fail fail larhhs today first thing play english chess with sofian.. its my first time playing.. n i'm not so bad.. managably kill all the pieces in sofian... but coz donno that the soldier when go to the end will become any piece.. i've overlook that, n the rest of the pieces get killed when exchanging.. she talked to me again.. well, it doesn't seemed much of a deal these days... i'm through but don't know why... somehow or rather, deep within my heart... i know my hatred still implies.. i've absolutely no control over it mans..
geo lesson is a score of a time... miss wong how old already? still play this kind of game.. shanxian speak up, with sufiyan they all... while shafiq be the opposition team, with atiqah they all... so who m i with? dun make me repeat myself... this kind of situation, I'm neutral know... but somehow... something in "there" is buggin me... it has been totally unlike myself at that time... wad happen to me anyways? why i suddenly become... nvm, manage to welcome miss wong back... with me n sufiyan sitting on top of the chair outside the classrooms..
bryan is great at playing chess... but i didn say he's good as sofian.. well, i guess better players dunhav to kill... they protect, protect, n they lost.. with all the game over, with so many pieces on the game itself.. pro ARE pros.. chinese chess also... finally have some drive.. but the communication line break, back to me again,.. lazy for everything=.=
ya still got one thing to talk... ok.. i know this post is damn long... but i got one very important thing to fa xie!!! or else i will lost my mind.. ok.. i'm already crazy...
but hor damn angry lo... u know wad my f****** say ma? he F***'in B******* say wad, help me go down n buy things.. i was like ok, sian diao, who will be happy doing this kinda things? n he started with the fighting scenario lao pa"ASK YOU TO DO LITTLE THING U ALSO DON'T WANT!!I DO HOUSEWORK N ALL LEH!! WAD DID YOU DO UH!!??" Me:(housework he want to do himself one, if not, i'll be doing it at home)(he didn do anything else.. ok.. help my brother to wash his dishes ba) lao pa"SEE I GIVE YOU COMPUTER, HANDPHONE.. N I DOING NIGHT-SHIFT VERY TIRED ONE LEH!!!" i was like... WTF, COMPUTER MOTHER BUY ONE LARH!! HANDPHONE I BUY ONE LARH!!N HOR!!! WHOSE THAT IDOIT WHO HAPPILY LAUGHING THERE N TELL ME... I CHANGE TO NIGHTSHIFT LAO WOR WITH THAT HAPPY FACE... LIKE MY FAULT LIKEDAT... that's my limit.. BOOM!!
ok chilled now.. probably seen have bruises muahahhaas
