i was like doing damn... NOT hardworking... i feel my standard dropping.. i know there's a conscept.. i know everything.. but dunno the formula.. wad's the use..
E-maths required ur brain to turn... n someguys just dunhav the ability.. while some r RELLI good at it.. this is life, either u have it, or u don't... its meaningless to gasp something that's no meant to be urs... the moment where u have to use force, u had already lost.. just sit back n relax, let nature take its course..
everything will end after sometime.. there's a beginning, there's an end somehow.. just that, the way ur ending may be different a bit.. but who could see the different? oh ya, someppl r not living for others.. they lived for themselves eh? letmee ask yaw, who feed u milk? who teaches u? who show u how to bang sai? who cook for you?
somedays u will be just as them... now u r living OFF them ok...
class is a chaos, especially 4 period of free period.. but i kept on doing maths... i know i'm very guai larh... hmm, don't know why but she may have changed place.. FOR A LONG TIME.. i hate her mans.. why does she change place in the first place? kns, busoong lorhh.. no like i was the one who started it first.. xiang dang nian(not very long ago larh) i change place with malek.. her kns face n *@#$! words... that's not quite welcoming ok..
why should i be welcoming to her then? but well, i couldn't just follow her.. its just not my style!! don't care bout wad others think.. don't care bout anywhere else.. n have my beauty sleep... its too troublesome to quarrel n everything.. as a lazy person, i just wanted my life to be normal...
go poly, go university.. get an ok ok job(office one), stop living off my parents at age 25.. get married with an okok wife with 2 childrens.. 1 male, one girl... living to 50years old n die.. is that too much to ask?
i think that is.. nvm la! Elyn is so cute.. leaving her pen with me for so many days.. n constantly didn take it back from me.. i saw her going home.. se even say bye but this thought nvr cross her mind.. LOL.