A lie had just been exposed yesterday night... i cnnt believe i'm so stupid... so foolish, idoitic...thinking my "friend" wun lie to me... he say" he solely want to help me" maybe if he told me the truth... things might had gotten worst or.. he think that it might have gotten worst.. i dunblame him... coz the stupid bloddy bastard in other words, ME still believe in this friendship... i still believing in it..coz i'm a loner.. i need friends but nvr get any... i want friends.. this yearning had corrupted me to.. make my belief in friends stronger.. but he would hav to break it... maybe this was the first time i was actually.. CHEATED!!! i was cheated without my consent!! i actually shi suan becoz of this belief i hav in you!! ARGH!! NOOOOO!.. i was like.. when i learned bout the truth, frm my sources.. i was.. no...it cn't be him.. he had no reason to.. but at last..he admit it himself.. i cnnt believe it!.. ok, i'm sort of losing myself here.. so was it that u ask me things.. so was it that u concern bout me all of a sudden.. all beczuse of guilty consious in urself!!?? of u r reading this post.. i dunrelli blame you.. instead i thank you for "solely trying to help me" u did something right.. keep it up!.. n.. dun make her sad.. or else i dun fang guo ni.. she's happy, i'm fine.
stupid police knowledge today.. fuckin bitch, FUCK OFF!.. wah she's damn idoit.. n hor the stupid sir hor.. i cnnt open the door he say like"you nvr eat rice issit?(chinese)" mother fucker.. then when he , "try" to open for me.. he was like using his full strength.. i saw his jaws dripped open.. later i say..nvm la.. n open the door for HIM "thanks anyways, 'but i think u nvr eat enough rice" ps:i eaten 3 servings of rice today..he dare say? waahahhahas
