basically nothing much happened today... yeah stay back withh meiting, eating with bryan, sabrina saying"i know u love me" to me, tonnes n tonnes of homeworks, looking at her secretly, sating back for npcc, took photos((: BUT there's one important thingy that need urgent attention!! zhaohong say something today which most of my squad + many many ppl agreed on.... Zhenyang's changing to a more guai lan face, become over-serious? lost his sense of smilez((: n zhenyang then write a lot of things on the whiteboard... which seems reasonable too =.= now, the greatest problem is i m puzzled... let's talk about my view shall we? zhenyang....ur prority is npcc because that's wad u acheived the most n hope to acheived better in this CCA we r too, contributing our part to the unit but why aren't we as serious as u n to be honest n true to myself, most of the time i was playing down there... the reason is purely because... this is not the way i exceed myself in... the most i cn do is just a good LOGISTIC.. that's the highest i cn go...the limit... yes i'm still part of the family but then... u know wad i'm talking right? it isn't ur fault at all u know... if we don't acheive well in this area... or if that is the highest we could go... why dun work in other areas? think about it... ur prority is npcc, what about ur academic part? ur result is dropping dude... n u had not been handing in ur work... (ehh, maths rep here) i agreed i dun do my work as well, but i'm slowly changing right? why? because i had decided to work to my academics... (sean n meiting u two should know) if u want to ask why ppl is not serious about npcc, think about urself... just because ur npcc acheivements r higher... doesn't mean ur other areas r better... if we could only work on one area... why dun work on our prorities? of course, the one we had wei zhi shu(unlimited) potential to it... but then, we hope to do the best on both areas too SO, we i came for npcc everytime without fail... n u cnnt denied on the fact that i want to prove myself too... i volunteer for the master parade thingy... although shafiq said he want on the shooting day... i had a chance to change... but i want to prove myself... too bad, i'm still not up to it... the way i feel it... this is ur prority... not mine...
