Dawn, when i woke up, the first thing that comes to my mind was you. i realised that dunwan to wake up. coz i hate to leave the lies, n listen to the truth. Morning, i struggled out, fighting against the truth. coz i knew it was just a matter of time when i MUST faced the truth. i washed up, constantly reminding myself, who i really am, n what's the difference between dreams, n reality. Noon, i fell down on my knees, with no one here with me.... i cried in pain n sorrow... with no one consoling me... i looked around me, finding out where i should be. it was hard to find, but i decided, just right on my room... locked the rooms, though there's isn't anyone outside i just want a friend.. that i could ask him/her out, shouting my lungs out with them to be a listener, n advices on how to live on.. HOWEVER, i dunhav such luck... i dunhav such friends... all i have is just... me n the atmostsphere round me... Evening, i survived. the long noon was tough... but no tough to overcome me.. all is blurly now... i think its time.. time to let go... Night, Gd night everyone.. coz its gonna be a really long night for me.. wish me luck...
no mood for poems no mood for anything... sry if i hurt ya all or whoever.. i guess i could only be ya all's listener... u all will never learned the truth from my heart... i've been urs listener... where were you, when i needed a listener?
