i'm waiting to rot dudes!!!
haiya..just came back frm walking
nobody's there T_T
why do i feel so much guilt?
why do i feel like such a jerk?
why i suddenly wanna be a nobody n just nobody....
AHHH....i so envy of bryan(lee btw)....
why i like so envy of him....
his result so gd....
he is so quiet type de(well, that also means u r independent)
i m so dependent on sean n meiting on schoolworks....
so dependent on Genliang n Zhenyang for npcc...
so dependent on sofian for the homework...
I"M A JERK!!!!why cnt i be independent for once!!??
DAMMIT!!!
there's absolutely nth good bout me!!!
no wonder i hav no friends!!!!
at least onli a little!!!
n i dunno wad's the truth anymore...
ppl r talking ppl's badwords behind their backs...
who knows i might be one of their badwording targets!!??
haiz...wad should i do now??
u see!!i'm asking ppl again...
ARGH!!!i need to find a solution....
wad's the TRUTH!!!!i wanna know the TRUTHH!!!! nvm bout that...u know...o always wanna be in class 2...i always wanna..i has always been a dream since i join 3e2...i think of it veri cool...(ya,i'm still young)when i m in 1e4...i always see 1e2 as my dream...'those ppl r so cool!!!>0<those ppl r so together...maybe...if i mmeant if..i m in that classmaybe i wun be so alone anymore...maybe i cn hav more friends?"but i changes when i when to 3e2...till then i know..it was just a class afteralli m so childish back then..but nevertheless...it was still a great class fill wif mani ppl's personality n mani ppl's feelings, dreams...n those ppl will someday bond together as one...maybe..bonding needs time...n if we hav more time together...maybe...we will hav an understanding between each other n somehow bond together((:i wished that will come true((: really!true!mani ppl miss 2e4 last yr...(although sean dun)):)but in actual fact...i do miss...somethings r just not meant to be say n proved it wif actionsaying is nth right?i'm so regret that i didn do anything to bond togetherness...but not this time!life in 3e2 cn be quite a challenge...
n i may be too confident n say the wrong thing at a wrong time...
n life is quite bad(get beating up everyday was no shit!)
but other things r wonderful too((:
someppl r interesting((:n i meant both the open minded ones n the close minded ones...asmita n jaslyn r interesting...sofian n chaiwai is too((:
n mani mani more!!!i know they hav their friends n we r just classmates in any ways of looking at it...but at class...we r a team...we r friends/teamates n that's the whole magical thingy bout class bonding right??
hoped my wish will come true...not...i will make it come true myself xD
packs of lies...Grrrr....)):
Loner signing off...grrrr...
♥ signed off at 8:50 PM
