life hadn't been great lately,
get back my physics paper, everyone there cbcb...
the speech day cnt go to see performance of other CCA...KILL them...i bushuang, n everyone knows that..they know i m veri concern bout the watching part n not the doing part=[i hated them.i cb there..worst=[i hated myself=[
talking wif meiting after speech day..i didn do any wrong steps, as far as i know, i do every step they told me to excute...but i failed to watch
they also see me not happy,i wanna get out!!this place is like a prison,I WAN FREEDOM!!ITS SO NOISY HERE!!!perhaps my xin qing bu hao baz...
i walk alone back home...
running in the moonlight,
wif no one watchin'=]
its so late in the night,
i wonder if she was thinking the same way,
that i'm thinking bout her...
wadeva it is,
i wan her to be happy no matter wad,
all the sufferings i hope i cn take it away
let me suffer n leave her alone..
i dunwan to be a hindrance,
i dunwan her to be laugh at..
i dunwan to be a burden..
i onli hav one simple wish on my 15th b'dae
i wish she will be forever happy
even if without me, or wif someone else...i okay wif it...

today,
meet out wif friends...we chilled...fight...n we hav a hell of a time...
i thought i saw her there...i really saw her there...
it wasn't an illosion, was it?
wadeva,i ran after the illlision
i didn turns out to be anybody else
it just disappeared??
i m walking home alone again...
seeing those people who walk pass meaningless n cold world r we living in??=[