I search
Longing to see your faceI
n my mind it's still so clear
But I know you'll never be here

I wait
Hoping to hear your voice
Your words replay in my head
I have to remind myself that i'm dead

I wonder
Do you know how much it still hurts?
In my heart you will always live on
But it's hard with you gone for so long

I think
Of how everyone else has moved on
They have forgotten you but how?
They don't even think of you now

I cry
Every night I think of you
You were such a big part of me
That part has died and I'm empty

I want
Purely to have you here again
Or even to spend just one more day with you
To change the past so you're here too

And so
I ask
That you think of me standing here, now, today
It's been a two whole years since i passed away
And wherever you go after your life ends
My heart didn't leave and it still won't mend
I want you to know how I still cry
And that I'll still love you even after the day I die

saw her, miss her, crazy bout her, live without her....
A logistic in npcc, small part that i couldn't...
i wanna cry out loud!
its normal...isn't it??