nth happen today..by i noe how zhenyang is feeling when he sees his tagbox
to sir jun jie:WRS npcc..is nth more but a CCA...no matter how much u hate it or wad..this is reality..wad ppl saay is saying to our CCA...not as our squad...ppl make comments on the CCA.. not on our squads...n i m a loner...do u noe wad loner means??loner means he only do things alone...n i had been like that in pri 1...ask if u dun believe me...so wad CCA's job is??learn to be more discipline n stuffs...but wad is the meaning of discipline actually??the debate competition..do u noe how happy i m when they say out things that i wana so much to say but just cnt make out the words??the passion...is the most important n basic...if u dunhav that..there's actually no reason for u to go there now...i m not like zhenyang...i believe n hav faith in wad i think is right n i tend to protect mii belief...although that doesn't seems right to anyone else..but i just cnt see it...n believe in it stupidly...so i m sorry if i said anything wrong n sorry for disappointing u n making u angry....scold mii wadeva u wan..as nothing will gets into my mind by scoldiing..n ppl tend to change..ppl will change..the phrase i said in the story of egg, coffee powder n carrots...ppl will change...i hate it too..but that's the way humans does...i dun giv a damn on NCOs thing sorry for being straight..coz if i m not being straight..u all will not be able to grasp wad i mean...everyone just say it all out at mii blog kays??any unhappiness...any thing u dun understand...any stupid beliefs like mine...everyone..just say...n sir jun jie..u listen i giv us the answer...giv us the passion back again...coz i think if everyone faced each other...u wun be able to say much...i PERSONALLy feel that..n i think we should...we SHOULD..say things out without looking face to face..as we tend to get scared or nervous...that makes things done much faster n get sorted out much faster...i still got lots of questions..but let me think bout how to ask...how to make out the words...after everytraining..a the end of mii entry..i will post one question..n everyone's free to tag!!
i m going through something i didn feel before...sry if i dun pay attention or always emotional..
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