i walk a lonely road.....i m a loner......well.......i relli will not be posting or online 4 quite some time.....i noe no one will even see this post la....but 4 those who actually saw this post....i m thankful to him or her.....this yr is over le.....da song n da blogskin express my real feelings now...maybe it will go on 4 days or mths or even yrs!!!i m a loner.....hope there is someone who notices that.....i m a loner who dunwana be alone but i will feel alone even if i m not alone....i noe i m very weird....but it is just who i m....i might not express my feelings well n sometimes u could also see tat i m trying to hide my real feelings....to put it shortly....i was wearing a mask wherever i go.....until i m alone....until there is no one there....sometimes...i showed my true feelings...that is also very seldom....so anybody dun say u all understand me.....my mind is restricted to everyone except me......i feel ashamed scared shy afraid all kinds of feelings....until some even leads to murderous feelings.....i m a loner..because i m......i m not like u all....'accept da way i m' is not in my dictionary or u cn say brain.....coz a loner is different....he dun wan anybody to accept....jus leave them....even if they r trying to contact u....jus leave them alone...they r siau ppl that changes mood like siau....(kira,light yagami,raito,the new worlds god, me,a high school student)(L,L Lawliet,Ryuzaki,Erald Coil,Danuve,a famous detective)(misa amane,second kira,u singer n actor)(Nate river,Near,N,L's successor)(Mello,Mihael Keehl,M,a crimal,L's successor)(x-kira,Mikami Teru)(Ryuk,shinigami,shinigami rank-6,male,light yagami's shinigami)(Rem,shinigami,shinigami rank-4,female,misa amane's shinigami)(jealous,shinigami,shinigami rank-10,male)(shidou,shinigami,shinigami rank-8,male,Mihael Keehl shinigami)