Am i alone......in this freaky dark maze of mine?........do i wana be like this?.......wad m i thinking?.......ooouuukk.....why would i treat ppl i like this way?......if i like somebody..... i try to make them smile......but also bicker with them.....y?i also dunoe..... am i a freak?....... y i cnt understand y i m doin this n tat.....BUT i noe y ppl do things..... i dun wana sae i out..... i dun care....i....i.....i......ok.....i dunoe y m i talking like this.......i dunoe...i dunoe.....i dunoe...... i wana shout......y i jus can't understand myself.....?n becoz of that......i treated wad ppl thinks of me seriously n that weights lots in my heart.... opinon bout me when they voice out.....seriously......dun joke bout this things to me ok?i m reli scared.....afraid of ppl judge me......no matter wad i do......wad i dun do.....they still judge me.... now u noe?y i always copy wad ppl does?.....unless someone do with me n i will also do with them.....so dun sae i m daring......dun sae i dun care....dun sae i copycat.....dun sae i do watever...i care ok...of coz i wun show my weakness to anyone..but that doesn't mean no..or it doesn't happen...wad sean sae.....wad mei ting sae......wad clarie sae.....wad chick sae.........wad xianlin sae.....wad calisa sae.....wad yan xiang sae.............n mani more...i care a lot no matter who that person is(including enemies, friends n strangers)of coz ..who i care most always the most that will affect me(her)...sorry bout wad i done wrong or wad makes u all uncomfortable.....but i relli dun understand wad other ppl thinks.... i hang out with my soccer mates all the time...n the rest at home.....all the computers ...fashion...gals boys....mani more......i dun understand.....jus tell me wad u think tat gotta change bout me.....tell me wad i do wrong......dun sae something on my back n judge me.. i was shy...so i only can talk to u all bout my 'real'feelings in the blog, msn or anything....n btw...dun use this sentence as a 'judging'or use this sentense to'tease' me...something like that...Ok?the reason i wanted this to be invisible is that.....i dun wan anyone to noe my weakness.....ok.....u found me.....SMART!!!! LOL....DIAO....LAME
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